Wednesday, November 22, 2006

People fall down. It doesn't matter how careful they are with each step they take. They are all bound to fall down. People hold their heads up high, afraid that everyone will see the defeat they feel deep inside. No one ever wants to be vulnerable in the eyes of others. It's funny how people try so hard to be humble, yet they hold so much pride in pretending they're okay, that they don't need anyone to pick them up when they're too far down to get back up.

I fall down. It doesn't matter how careful I am with each step I take. I am bound to fall down. I hold my head up high, afraid that everyone will see the defeat I feel deep inside. I don't ever want to be vulnerable in the eyes of others. It's funny how I try so hard to be humble, yet I hold so much pride in pretending I'm okay, that I don't need anyone to pick me up when I'm too far down to get back up.

Luckily, there are people who are there to pick you up. They're the one's who have been there since the beginning. Maybe not all the time, but during the times that mattered. You can try and push them away until it hurts, but they won't let you do that. They won't ever let you hurt.

So you give in while losing all your energy in shutting them out. You let go of all your anger and frustrations. You let go of all that is negative. And in the end, all you have left is hope.

I fall down, but I get back up. No, I can't do it on my own, but I can do it with you. Thank YOU.

I'm glad I did not and will never go through it alone.

Thank you for all the prayers. All my prayers have been answered =).