I'm done. Or at least I think I'm done. Just when I thought I was at peace with it, it's coming back to test my patience once again. I don't even know why I bothered. I'm just really annoyed. Look who's talking. You know what, I'm done.

So anyways, I'm doing great! Having funtimes all the time with the crazy RA's and the Friday clubing crew. It's my last "free" summer so it's time to live it up right?

Yes, roommmate. New harmless fun. Good-new. Good, fun and exciting new. I likes. Dude, I have a story. I'll tell you when I come home. IF I come back home. Haha.
Edit: Okai, I just talked to you and so I don't have to go back home. HAHA.

Just for fun, this is for David, Angie, Joe, Dean, and John: I love Chemistry. I'm TA-ing Friday AM next week. I think I'm excited. I hate you guys. Haha.

Accents make a BIG difference haha.

This is the game of snaps. *snapsnapsnap*. Hot days like these make me a little cranky. *snap* Too bad I take it out on the kids haha jk. *snapsnap* Yesterday was a good day though =). *snapsnapsnapsnap* *snapsnapsnapsnapsnap*

Yes, I'm done. *snapsnapsnapsnap* *snapsnapsnapsnapsnap* Really. *snapsnap* For now at least. *snapsnapsnapsnapsnap* Come visit me at Rivendell 310. Keep it on the dl. *snapsnapsnap* Now. Go for it. No turning back now. *snapsnap* *snapsnap* Done. Yeah, I like them bad.

I never thought working with kids could be this tiring. But believe it or not, I'll definitely miss GSA when it's over. Despite the bratty and attitude-y moments from some kids, there's still good times of course. Oh kids.

I love the E4L crew with a passion. Dude, if we could all just move to New York we'd be Sex and the City. And yes, I would do it too.

I just typed up everything...and I mean everything that I've been wanting to say. And then I deleted it. Doesn't it suck when you have to "be vague" or "pull a meechy" just so you could kinda let out what you want to say without really saying it? Haha not really. It's funner this way.

Hung out with some people who I haven't seen in a while. It was really fun because it's been a while, except I really felt like I was out of the loop. I'm the stranger who doesn't really know what's going on with everyone. I'm the one who doesn't get the inside jokes or when the next time they're hanging out. I'm the one they have to explain stories to when they laugh about something I don't get. It made me really sad. I'm trying really hard to hang out with as much people before this summer ends. But I guess I'm not trying hard enough.

Two weeks ago I had a realization that I'm way too weak. So, I decided I'm just gonna stop. So I did. For a good two weeks. But now it's back. And I'm back from where I started. I think. But it's happening all over again. The cycle that never ends.

Dude, I seriously look like someone beat up. Haha I'm not kidding. Thanks for driving back with me. I just hate driving back at night by myself.

No, thank you. Not interested. Not sure when I'll ever be.

Shopping is the devil. Especially when you're sad. Hahaha. Seriously.

“The strength of women is the pretense of weakness, and the weakness of men is the pretense of strength”

Got to spend time with Him last week at the blessed sacrament. It was almost like He knew it was time for that talk because it was perfect timing. Thanks KJ.

Prayers for a friend and his family. Prayers all around for everyone who is going through hard times.

I'm kinda excited for the end of August =).

I graduated. Yay! It’s over. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I’m better now. Not completely, but I’m getting there. It just takes a lot of faith and hope for optimism. I think I’ll be completely good once I find a full-time job. But for now, being an RA for middle school kids is gonna rule my life and it’s awesome. When that’s over, moving back home is the next step. It shouldn’t be that bad. Trust me, I’ve thought this through and I know it seems like a big change but I won’t disappear in the face of the world. I’ll be around. I promise.

So I’m gonna pull a major Meechy starting here so if you don’t understand the underlying meaning of what I’m talking about, then that’s goood coz that’s exactly what I’m trying to do haha.

So, I had this game plan right. I had it all figured out. I told myself that I was in the place I’ve always wanted to be in, I have the right mindset, I have control, it’s gametime. I have my tools ready and everything. I even have a back-up. But then I realized, this is too easy. What’s going on? There has to be something wrong. Am I missing something? Yes. I still haven’t decided whether I want to play or not.

Oh the games that people play. You gotta love ‘em or hate ‘em. I think I hate them right now.

The bruise on my right arm is healing. That’s a good sign I guess.

I have new ones on my left arm though. I think it’s worse this time.

All the signs say go. Seven times since Saturday night to be exact. Everyone’s been telling me to go for it. I have all the right in the world to do it. Then why am I still hesitating? Maybe I don’t want to do it for the wrong reasons. Maybe I just don’t want to. But then again, it’s not gonna hurt to test it out right? I don’t know. Whatever.

Deborah Cox and RL are making complete sense to me right now it’s really not cool.

Happy Fourth of July kids!