okai u know wen someone punched u rilllllllly hard on each arm...and then u cant rilly lift ur arm up becoz u feel like its gona fall rite off wen u do...thats how getting 4 shots feels like and its not that fun.

I’m luvin summer rite now =)…



August 22, 2002 Thursday

- bummed around all day

- sue visited me just in case I don’t see her b4 she leaves



August 23, 2002 Friday

- keith picked me up with bj n bel then we picked up chelle to go to sue’s house

- got there..chilled…cried.. ….said our goodbyes (or cya laters)… cried again…. and left =(

- I was gona write sumthin for u sue…but I decided not to coz itll jus make u sadder and I don’t want that to happen

- Chilled at keith’s…went to tommy’s...then went home



August 24, 2002 Saturday

- family party at whittier…happy birthday Jessie!

- Supposed to go to the getty but dint happen

- Went to church instead

- Then to chowking

- Then watched serving sara



August 25, 2002 Sunday

- DID NOTHING

- The grove

- Trader joe’s (saw Topanga)

- Ralphs



August 26, 2002 Monday

- picked up Camille at immac

- ate at in n out

- went to get boba in upper house

- went home and was seriously bored boo



August 27, 2002 Tuesday

- went to Venice beach with bj early in the morning….funfun beach...lots of stuff to do there

- then went to the dmv to take my written…man I finally got it woohoo

- went to Loyola coz bj thought he could sell his books…no one was there so we just left n went to kfc

- chilled at home

- sister saved us and took us to the getty and then dinner at c&o…saw Gregory Hines (some important person)

- got home toooo tired



August 28, 2002 Wednesday

- had a physical at Kaiser

- had to get 4 shots à hepa b, tetanus, mmr, meningitis shots

- jus chilled with bj

- my right arm is killing me…like someone beat me up foreal =(


August 29, 2002 Thursday

- went to cousin's house early in the morning

- funtimes doin lil cousins project

- then jus chilled

- watched save the last dance with them once again


okai so I have less than a month more before school starts…sux to be me…i duno if im supposed to be happy that ima be outta here soon. but wutever. im jus gona chill and deal with it. newayssss... soooooo.....wut else is new....hmmm....iono....i saw two stars this week. topanga and gregory hines...haha okai...umm...i havent blogged in awhile...coz iono....theres nuttin to write about? well okai...laterrrzzz

violent tendencies of keith...

KFDPiNoY: fine, u can beat him up
KFDPiNoY: i'll just watch
buthafly: wahaah
buthafly: and laugh
KFDPiNoY: yeah
buthafly: oh man
buthafly: ur mean
KFDPiNoY: fine
KFDPiNoY: me and bj we'll both gang up on u and beat u up
KFDPiNoY: happy?
buthafly: uuuhm
KFDPiNoY: :-D
buthafly: waaaaaaaaah

yay i had a fun weekend (well friday and saturday..not sunday)! here's wut happened in great detail...


FRIDAY, AUGUST 16, 2002
- friday morning went to 99cents store, albertson's, picked up chelle, house of pies
- went straight to griffith park to see if immac people were there already but no one was there
- picked up bel
- went back to the park to the waterfest
- met bj's godsis cheryl and her people
- keith, rj, and aprille came
- got somewhat wet but not as much as some people woohoo
- sue, shar, and maria finally came (almost complete...one is missing as usual)
- decided to go to the immac picnic...saw kat, maryrose, nikki, francine, portia, sylvana, len, joanna
- time to pick up mari...but me, bel, and shar decided to chill at the waterfest
- took bel home coz she had swimming
- bj me n shar go back to the waterfest
- keith came back…then sue chelle maria and mari
- the four left again…then me bj keith n shar decided to go to the immac picnic again
- everyone was leaving…so we decided to go to bj’s house
- chilled for a while…keith n shar went to pack n picked up bel while we watched rudy for 20minutes
- headed to sue’s..fun fun dinner…I luv it at sue’s
- chilled…watched big brother..and two can play that game..keith n bj left…and girls chilled…woohoo

SATURDAY, AUGUST 17, 2002
- fun talk….we ate like 10 times….watched a walk to remember (well me n maria did)..then had funtalk with sue n maria till like 6am…and then I was gone
- woke up at 10sumtin…shower…maria left first awww mariaaaa…then shar n bel…then mari, chelle, sue n me went to see blue crush (saw elisa, gina n connie at islands first).
- Dropped mari then chelle home
- Got home with sue….chilled for a bit…then picked up chelle then went to church
- First saw bj..then keith…then bel n trina…then my family..then bel’s mom…wow we were one big happy family haahaa
- Decided to go to the grove with everyone and then soup plantation…thanx to mom n dad woohoo
- Brought everyone home except for sue..funtimes

SUNDAY, AUGUST 18, 2002
- got yelled at
- lunch at lola’s..i luv my cousins…and I luv karaoke
- got home n jus chilled….*sigh*
- started my precious moments cross stitch and other fun projects to get rid of boredom
- sad n happy day

MONDAY, AUGUST 19, 2002
- took the bus to lacc early in the mornin to get a fee waiver application
- dint realize it was raining a lil…so I walked in the ugly ass weather
- bj n camille show up at my door and kidnapped me
- went to lunch with bj’s family at max’s…funtimes al the timeeee
- got the talk from tita ruth that made me think…how I wish she was my mom
- finished watching rudy awww
- still tryin to be a gud daughter
- someone finally got a friggin celfone waha..bel its jus u now

TUESDAY, AUGUST 20, 2002
- had to sell books in immac
- woohoo got some money…even tho theyre checks…but I still have my precal book…anyone who needs a precal book pleeaaasseeeee tell meeeeee
- saw a lot of people once again…aww I miss everyone
- me sue bel trina chelle bj n keith went to starbucks…me n sue went to ralphs to get me some cough drops…. and then we all headed to my house (except for chelle n sue who went to chelle’s house)
- we chilled..keith left for a bit…watched save the last dance…keith came back…then chelle, shar, sue, and mitch came…then they watched AHX…fun violent movie
- funtimesss all the tiiiiimmmmeeeeeeeee
- they all ate my cookie crisps..so im sad now
- my throat n head hurt like a mother…I swear to god I was getting sick
- everyone had to leave..except for bj…but he left a lil later …so then I rilly started to feel rilly sick
- did my chores…while sneezing away…tried to sleep at like 9..dint work…I felt soooo tired but I couldn’t sleep..my throat was killing me..i wanted to cry…but I dint
- I was basically in bed…awake…till like 12..then I fell asleep…but thoat n head still hurting

WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 21, 2002
- woke up later than usual with a gay ass voice…I sounded like a man
- went online….decided to have lunch with sue at islands for the last time =(…my head was still killing me but it was ayt….one last lunch out with sue was worth it
- funtimes at islands..finally had my kona pie…then we visited mari so sue could say bye
- went home…took a nice long nap…that was nice
- woke up with a headache…sux to be me…and now im online

that was my week so far…summer school’s finally over thank god. One more month before college…sadness…actually a part of me wants to leave…and a part of me doesn’t…for many reasons….iono its weird. Im not feelin too good rite now. And its time to watch friends (rerun) neways so blog ya later.

wtf...im here at lacc rite now...jus finished taking my test....and i jus paid friggin $42 for my pysch class....i was expecting it to be like 9 bucks or sumtin like that..geezus guess who's broke once again

yay i updated my links woohoo!

okai i think my brain is working now...lets start with this random thought that just popped in my head while talking to sue today (after one whole day of not hearing from her at all maaan)...

the whole "summer is ending perty soon" bothers me. some people just wana get summer over with, but im not one of those. i guess im not ready to let it all go just yet. summer's been great despite the fact i get the sermon at least once a week. but i dunno. i jus dont like major changes, and thats wuts gradually been happening these past few weeks, and thats wuts gona be happening in the coming weeks. perty soon, people are gona be leaving for college one by one, and i dont know exactly how im gona take that. the fact that i mite not see these people ever again scares me. its so easy for us to say, "lets k.i.t." but i know for a fact that its not that easy to do. wut happens wen we all go our separate ways? who knows.

neways...update of wutsup these past few days...
- been studying for psych tests gggrrr
- hitting vans and buying knives with bj...gudjob dude
- not talkin to sue for one whole day...dayum
- basically bein a gud girl for mommie dear

neways...random thoughts from my psychology class...
- gayness can be genetic
- it takes longer for women to get orgasms, so they fake em all the time (funtimes all the time waahaa)
- does anyone remember Maslow's hierarchy of needs from experiencing god? well i just wanted to point out that i think most of the people i know is on the level of needing "love and belonging" (relationships, friendships, family, support, etc.)
- freud is a freak. he thinks everythin is about sex and aggression.
- more random psych stuff will be posted later

man i havent been goin online that much lately. i just got tired of bein shouted at thats why. so even if i dont see u online as much, just wanted to let u know im still alive and im prolly missing u. blog again later.

okai i think my brain is working now...lets start with this random thought that just popped in my head while talking to sue today (after one whole day of not hearing from her at all maaan)...

the whole "summer is ending perty soon" bothers me. some people just wana get summer over with, but im not one of those. i guess im not ready to let it all go just yet. summer's been great despite the fact i get the sermon at least once a week. but i dunno. i jus dont like major changes, and thats wuts gradually been happening these past few weeks, and thats wuts gona be happening in the coming weeks. perty soon, people are gona be leaving for college one by one, and i dont know exactly how im gona take that. the fact that i mite not see these people ever again scares me. its so easy for us to say, "lets k.i.t." but i know for a fact that its not that easy to do. wut happens wen we all go our separate ways? who knows.

neways...update of wutsup these past few days...
- been studying for psych tests gggrrr
- hitting vans and buying knives with bj...gudjob dude
- not talkin to sue for one whole day...dayum
- basically bein a gud girl for mommie dear

neways...random thoughts from my psychology class...
- gayness can be genetic
- it takes longer for women to get orgasms, so they fake em all the time (funtimes all the time waahaa)
- does anyone remember Maslow's hierarchy of needs from experiencing god? well i just wanted to point out that i think most of the people i know is on the level of needing "love and belonging" (relationships, friendships, family, support, etc.)
- freud is a freak. he thinks everythin is about sex and aggression.
- more random psych stuff will be posted later

man i havent been goin online that much lately. i just got tired of bein shouted at thats why. so even if i dont see u online as much, just wanted to let u know im still alive and im prolly missing u. blog again later.

time to bloooooooog once again....

august 2, friday
- did all my chores and chilled with sue at home
- hoping id be able to go to maria's but got the sermon instead

august 3, saturday
- went to santa barbara with sister, her friends marge and floyd, and bj
- i so wanted to go to maria's but i couldnt go out unless i was with sister

august 4, sunday
- went to church with sister, and saw bel, keith and bj there too
- went home, chilled for awhile, then went to the grove with sister and her friend jeff
- met up with bel, trina, keith, and bj there
- chilled, went to beverly connection, chilled

august 5 and 6, monday and tuesday
- im a bum, tryin to be productive and bitter haha oh well

so that's wuts happening. i basically cant go out coz they said i do that too much already. wtf. iono. sucks to be me. oh well. um wut else. ill blog again later wen my brain's awake.

man today was sadtimes...i spoiled the beach outing for bel, keith, and bj. sorry u guys. okai here's wut happened...

me n bj went to keith's house just coz...then they were all "lets go to the beach"...so i was all..orite...so keith was all preparing and stuff...and we stopped by bj's house for towels n stuff...and then we decided to kidnap bel (sowee bel i forgot to say it was a beach outing haha)...so yeah...everything was goin fine...it was trafficy but its alll gud. so after an hour's drive my mom calls me and was all pissed coz i dint tell her i was goin somewhere. so she decides to ruin my fun and told me to get my ass home. fucker. big trouble woohoo. so i had to go home even though we were like more than halfway to the beach after all that traffic n shit. im soweeee u guys i felt rilly bad. i owe u guys a beach trip. so we decided to pass by in n out first...comfort food. funtimes. while my mother called me 5 times in a row...and left 13 messages in the friggin answering machine at home. fucker. that was scary. i jus dont understand why she was all bein paranoid and shit. i mean wut can possibly happen to me on a weekday afternoon. fuck. so they chilled at my house for a while. then i had to kick them out coz mom will be home soon. she got home and wasnt talkin to me at all. silent treatment woohoo. i thought that was kinda scary...but perty cool. for once she has nothing to say to me. so i took a nap...woke up and she's still not talking...wutever. and then dinnertime she was all normal and shit. her usual happy self. i was all....hhmmm sumtin's wrong here. so later on she talks to me coz she asked me to type up sumtin for her. she was all bein nice n stuff...i was all...hmm okai now this is rilly wrong. she dint mention a single thing about wut i did. my sister was all, "maybe she felt guilty." waha well yeah. wutever. i duno if that means she'll let me go on saturday. we'll see. but if i cant, i suck. but its all gud coz im used to it. ive been dealing with this ish since forever. i think i can handle it for couple more months.