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Finals Week
Had a final Tuesday and Froiday. Didn't appreciate the fact that everyone else was partying when I was still studying Thursday noite. When I finally finished my last foinal, wasn't as excited as I should have been because I didn't do too well and everyone was already back home or at least about to go home. Oh well.
Froiday of foinals week
I thought I was gona partay but ended up walking to the new Jack in the Box (which was an interesting place becoz it was unusually packed with the male species. I think me, Rone, and Gladys were the only girls there). We ended up watching 50 First Dates. Cute movie. Ended up chillen with friggin Rona till 6am. I was about to kill her.
Weekend
Thanx Gladys for taking me home once again! Weekend was perty chill with the familia. And of course had lola lunch on Father's Day. I love family toime with cousins. Especially with Kailangan Kita and Bagets. Bwaha.
Monday - chilled with cousin
Tuesday - chilled with Keith and BJ. Miss Saigon with Chelle, Christine T., Janice, Joanna, Joyce, Mel, Jill, Rica, Leo, Derrick, GP, Francia, & Cristina. Loved the play.
Wednesday - bummed around
Thursday - chilled with cousin again
Froiday - who knows
So I dunno why I had to post what I've been doing coz obviously it's not that interesting. Except I realized how much of a mother I am when I'm at home. I cook and clean and all that other fun stuff. It makes my mom n dad happy so I guess that's why I do it. It's the least I can do around here. Okai jk I'm just bored. Toime to cook roice. Payce.
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Sorry about the semi-angry post. I blame it on finals rilly. I get annoyed with the littlest things. But I'm over it.
I had a petty, pathetic, semi-o.a. (overacting) moment yesterday outside the main library. It was kinda embarassing but quite funnie. Oh finals wut will I do without you.
Wanted to go to Denny's last night with the Immacers but had the will power to say no. With mighty force. I should be proud but then I didn't get nething done neway. It was Rona's fault.
One final down...one more to go! Froiday foinal baybeeeeeeee! Thats roite I end on Froiday so all you people who are done with finals better shut up and dont rub it in my face. Or jus buy me dinner and we'll call it even yeah?
Can't wait till it's over. Can't wait to go home and do nothing for one whole week before the madness starts again. I miss home.
So this has been one random post. So I'm gona go play mahjong solitaire now.
I had a petty, pathetic, semi-o.a. (overacting) moment yesterday outside the main library. It was kinda embarassing but quite funnie. Oh finals wut will I do without you.
Wanted to go to Denny's last night with the Immacers but had the will power to say no. With mighty force. I should be proud but then I didn't get nething done neway. It was Rona's fault.
One final down...one more to go! Froiday foinal baybeeeeeeee! Thats roite I end on Froiday so all you people who are done with finals better shut up and dont rub it in my face. Or jus buy me dinner and we'll call it even yeah?
Can't wait till it's over. Can't wait to go home and do nothing for one whole week before the madness starts again. I miss home.
So this has been one random post. So I'm gona go play mahjong solitaire now.
Monday, June 14, 2004
It’s true. “Life’s only as dramatic as you make it.” But sometimes, people have to understand where the person with problems is coming from. Don’t assume that it isn’t as serious as you think it is. Maybe it’s not. But what if it is?
Some people just don’t get it. First of all, I wana say that everyone has their own struggles and problems in life. You can’t compare a college kid with family, school, work, and friends problems with a person who has “scrapping the garbage to survive in Somalia” problems. That’s two different situations. Second of all, only a person who doesn’t know what it feels to be that low could say that these problems aren’t that big of a deal. Obviously, you don’t understand what it’s like. You wouldn’t be saying that if you know. Lastly, generalizing that everyone goes through the same petty problems isn’t too smart. Again, some people apparently have no idea what others go through each and everyday of their life. Only people who don’t give a shit about anything could say that. I’m sorry to inform you that there are people out there who care about life a lot and that’s how they get these umm, what do they call it…problems?…which you apparently don’t have. Some people should just stop pretending that they got everyone figured out and they know what every single person in this world is going through. You think you know what everyone’s about but you have no clue what’s going on. You’re not even close.
Neways…….
So I think I know now what could keep me jumping up and down during finals week: Red Ribbon chocolate cake. I realized this after I drank my tall java chip decaf while eating the cake at the same time. Or maybe it was the cake and my decaf combined? Eh wutever.
I can officially say that my apartment is the happiest place on earth during finals week. Ask anyone who came by who had free cookies, cake, and a Todo todo lesson. That’s roite baybeeeee. We rock hardcore!
Who’s screwed this finals weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!?!??! I am! I am! I wish I could say that I shouldn’t have watched Stepford Woives, Harry Potter, and gone clubbing (haha yes before finals week). But those were my study breaks so it’s okai. Okai I’m screwed foreal and it’s my fault. I guess it’s studytoime now. Payce homies!
Some people just don’t get it. First of all, I wana say that everyone has their own struggles and problems in life. You can’t compare a college kid with family, school, work, and friends problems with a person who has “scrapping the garbage to survive in Somalia” problems. That’s two different situations. Second of all, only a person who doesn’t know what it feels to be that low could say that these problems aren’t that big of a deal. Obviously, you don’t understand what it’s like. You wouldn’t be saying that if you know. Lastly, generalizing that everyone goes through the same petty problems isn’t too smart. Again, some people apparently have no idea what others go through each and everyday of their life. Only people who don’t give a shit about anything could say that. I’m sorry to inform you that there are people out there who care about life a lot and that’s how they get these umm, what do they call it…problems?…which you apparently don’t have. Some people should just stop pretending that they got everyone figured out and they know what every single person in this world is going through. You think you know what everyone’s about but you have no clue what’s going on. You’re not even close.
Neways…….
So I think I know now what could keep me jumping up and down during finals week: Red Ribbon chocolate cake. I realized this after I drank my tall java chip decaf while eating the cake at the same time. Or maybe it was the cake and my decaf combined? Eh wutever.
I can officially say that my apartment is the happiest place on earth during finals week. Ask anyone who came by who had free cookies, cake, and a Todo todo lesson. That’s roite baybeeeee. We rock hardcore!
Who’s screwed this finals weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!?!??! I am! I am! I wish I could say that I shouldn’t have watched Stepford Woives, Harry Potter, and gone clubbing (haha yes before finals week). But those were my study breaks so it’s okai. Okai I’m screwed foreal and it’s my fault. I guess it’s studytoime now. Payce homies!
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Friday, June 11, 2004
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Highlight of my day:
So I got my Econ midterm back last Thursday and I got a B+. I was koinda sad coz I have larc for that class and I should be getting A's. But then it was my bad becoz I did not study as much as I was supposed to. So I was looking over my test and I didn't understand why some points were taken off from one problem. So I asked my TA today and he looked at my midterm real quick and just added one point saying, "Yeah, you rilly deserve an A." So now I have an A-. That's roite baybee! A- for not studying! Lesson of the day: Even though you got an A, don't count on luck. Study and then you'll get a solid A.
Today started out as a bleh day but turned into a yay day. So perfect to end it with Liwanag. Never ceases to make my heart smoile. Thank YOU.
So I got my Econ midterm back last Thursday and I got a B+. I was koinda sad coz I have larc for that class and I should be getting A's. But then it was my bad becoz I did not study as much as I was supposed to. So I was looking over my test and I didn't understand why some points were taken off from one problem. So I asked my TA today and he looked at my midterm real quick and just added one point saying, "Yeah, you rilly deserve an A." So now I have an A-. That's roite baybee! A- for not studying! Lesson of the day: Even though you got an A, don't count on luck. Study and then you'll get a solid A.
Today started out as a bleh day but turned into a yay day. So perfect to end it with Liwanag. Never ceases to make my heart smoile. Thank YOU.
Monday, June 07, 2004
I'M ALOIVE I'M ALOIVE!
I haven't rilly been bloggin as much lately, and I just realized that whenever this happens it means that I haven't been in happy mode. It sucks. I'll elaborate towards the end of this post...
Had fun chillaxin toimes this past week...bbq with some homies, cramtoime with some stufff, getting ready for liwanag banquet, liwanag banquet (soo beautiful foreal...thanx to all those who made it possible), and wyse carwash.
So I just told my boss roite now that I got an internship this summer for 10 weeks. I felt rilly bad telling her that. She was telling me how they have projects lined up n stuff and I was supposed to help them out becoz that's what I said before. But I just had to ruin that. I hate this feeling. I hate not being able to please everyone. Crapnuts.
I haven't been feeling the motivation to do my school shtuff. It kinda shows with the grades I've been getting. Which is rilly sad becoz I'm only taking 12 units this quarter and my classes aren't even that hard. I need a motivation buddy to make me stay focused.
As much as possible, I try not to read people's sad posts becoz it jus makes me sad. Sometimes it jus makes me annoyed. But here I am, typing up a sad entry myself which makes me even more sadder than ever. Get it? Ion't get it.
I don't exactly know what's going on with me rite now. One minute I'm okai, laughing and chillen with friends. Next minute I wana get away from everything. It's only this quarter that I've felt this way. Maybe it's the stress. Ionow. Maybe it's my faith. That's prolly it. I'm being tested. I've been falling deeper and deeper. I don't know where to turn to. I can't see His face. It's as if I don't want to see. I can't even explain it. It's too hard to put into words. I don't know where I'm going. I don't know where I'm gona end up. And that scares me. I need to see Him but I'm blinded. I can't do this by myself.
I wana go home.
I haven't rilly been bloggin as much lately, and I just realized that whenever this happens it means that I haven't been in happy mode. It sucks. I'll elaborate towards the end of this post...
Had fun chillaxin toimes this past week...bbq with some homies, cramtoime with some stufff, getting ready for liwanag banquet, liwanag banquet (soo beautiful foreal...thanx to all those who made it possible), and wyse carwash.
So I just told my boss roite now that I got an internship this summer for 10 weeks. I felt rilly bad telling her that. She was telling me how they have projects lined up n stuff and I was supposed to help them out becoz that's what I said before. But I just had to ruin that. I hate this feeling. I hate not being able to please everyone. Crapnuts.
I haven't been feeling the motivation to do my school shtuff. It kinda shows with the grades I've been getting. Which is rilly sad becoz I'm only taking 12 units this quarter and my classes aren't even that hard. I need a motivation buddy to make me stay focused.
As much as possible, I try not to read people's sad posts becoz it jus makes me sad. Sometimes it jus makes me annoyed. But here I am, typing up a sad entry myself which makes me even more sadder than ever. Get it? Ion't get it.
I don't exactly know what's going on with me rite now. One minute I'm okai, laughing and chillen with friends. Next minute I wana get away from everything. It's only this quarter that I've felt this way. Maybe it's the stress. Ionow. Maybe it's my faith. That's prolly it. I'm being tested. I've been falling deeper and deeper. I don't know where to turn to. I can't see His face. It's as if I don't want to see. I can't even explain it. It's too hard to put into words. I don't know where I'm going. I don't know where I'm gona end up. And that scares me. I need to see Him but I'm blinded. I can't do this by myself.
I wana go home.