Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Life has been so good to me lately that I haven't had the chance to stop by here even for a little bit. So here's my attempt to revive this thing once again.

As usual, life has been all about work, class, gym (kinda lol), and going out (haha). As for new updates, I found a new job. I'm gonna be an auditor! I know how exciting that sounds, but I'm currently in Atlanta right now for training. See how exciting it is? I have a car rental and everything! And I'm staying at this little hotel with a bunch of old business men lol. I get a laptop and a company credit card!!! I think I'm excited =D.

Anyways, ever since work and class took over my life, I have been going out non-stop. I'll admit it, I think I'm addicted to the lifestyle but can you blame me? It's my only way to relieve stress. Right roomie? Well, besides going to the gym, it's my only outlet of fun.

Please don't judge me.
I'm growing up. It's...different.

I'm trying to figure you out.

I don't usually do this. No, really.

I don't like letting myself go. But I did. Now what?

I hate to be vague, but everyone's doing it. So there!

"Do you regret it?" he asked. I said, no. I don't like having regrets. I want to believe that whatever I decide to do with my life is my choice. I am the only one who can control my actions. I made a choice, and whether it's the right one or not, it was mine to make. So no, no regrets. Which scares me a lot.

Monday, September 17, 2007

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know much about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beating down,
But I always come back for more,
There’s nothing like love to pull you up,
When you’re laying down on the floor there.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say?

Don’t know much about your life
And I don’t know much about your world.

-Taking Chances, Celine Dion