maan im tired....been tired since thursday and here’s why.....
THURSDAY
went to proyecto guadalupano after school to feed some people. wow that was fun. especially with ms. gale dancing to hiphop in the kitchen. now that is just classic. got home at around 8 i think, and i still had a load of crap to do. but that dint stop me from goin online...tsk tsk tsk...bad cressa..neways settled everything for prom on saturday coz i wont be able to talk to him friday nite or saturday mornin...(he dint tell me bout the whole limo thing tho..iono why...i had to find out from chelle..aye nako)..newaysss.... so i decided to sleep early to wake up early to finish crap. woke up at 3....did some more crap....heard on the radio that lisa lopez died....sadness....and then went back to sleep at 5...woke up my usual time and then....
FRIDAY
yeaah shaaar our rocket was jus da bomb! physics is the best class ever...oh no wait...it wont be nemore on monday...damnit.... neways aww april’s debut was fun! funtimes with jai nyahahha... good job everyone in the cotillion! sorry april i had to leave early coz i dint wana get in trouble, and i was rilllly tired. i heard about the funtimes at jhona’s house tho. yaaay. thanx bel for taking me home for the millionth time...and thanx for ur, “aww cress have fun tom at prom.” it means a lot coming from u!
SATURDAY
woke up early to help do laundry. first thing on my mind, “shit im scurred.” lol. and so i was jus chillen in the morning, talkin to maria (yes i am ready to roll)....tryin hard not to be all nervous...and then i decided id go to the ucla festival of books thing...had to beg my lolo to take me...got there...took pics...and stuff...and then left. went to lola’s house coz my tita had a party and free food is always nice.
then finally had to leave to get my hair done....but i went to go get the boutonniere first, which pissed of my mom coz i was running late for my hair appointment. man im sowee geeeezzz....so on my way to the friggin parlor we get lost for some reason (well my mom was drivin so that explains it). so she gets more pissed, and finally we get there and i got it done (like my hair for prom last year).
rushed home, dad said bj called twice already. yikes. had to do my own makeup coz i dint wana spend, and then got ready, and then called bj. he says he’ll be here in 30 minutes (means 5:30), and so i was jus chillen. neways, tried to call chelle to see if theyre having funtimes at practice, but i jus left a message to say i was scurred. but later i was suprised coz i wasnt nervous anymore at all. i mean maybe a little but not as nervous as my own prom. so he came, i went to down w/ my sister so she could meet him (parents were out to church yaaay), and he was waiting in the lobby. so we were gona go to his car, and i said is it okai if im wearing slippers..heehee...he was kinda eeeh iono...so i jus went back up to change into shoes to be safe.
went to erwin’s house in eagle rock. and wow a lot of people i dunno...well the only ones i knew were jhona and marco, and mitch (btw man nice tux). i think those were the only ones...im not sure...but i met a lot of people...nice people...so that was fun....so we waited for everyone to come...finally kat maryrose n niki came and we all got in the limo...there were actually 30 of us...and we actually fit....funtimes. interesting ride, eye of the tiger is da bomb. nyaha....
Loyola Prom, April 27, 2002, in the school itself. Theme: hollywood nights? sumthin like that...lol im not sure... got there...long line, but all gud. man their prom was way different from ours. they had gambling n stuff (yaay we actually won some games even tho iono wut the hell we were playing), and instead of a dj they had a band. that was interesting. i dint know how to dance half the songs. but its okai coz me n my date were in the same boat. =). my table was cool....scooping action everywhere..nyahaha...neways i actually thought their food was better than ours (just because they had rice nyahaha). after that then we finally had the chance to cut in line for pictures...whaha...sorry but the lines were friggin long...theres no way one would not feel the urge to cut...so we got that done...and then got to the dance floor and just did our thang. lol. that was fun interesting times. if u wana know more feel free to ask me and i will elaborate.
saw shar, jennifer g., natalie, marjorie (junior), and some other juniors. i saw connie n jenny l. but i dont think they saw me. oooh and i saw homeboy. i think he was in connie n jenny’s table. im not sure. but yeah he grew out his hair again...as in like his hair early in summer school. eck. i think his date was pinay...not sure....but yeah...she wasnt pretty. LOL jk im mean.
so yeah, prom was fun. i rilly had fun. i duno if i told him already but having been asked to someone else’s prom is wow for me. ill admit i was rilly surprised, but i felt all wooow r u serious. so thank you dude! i had fun, hope u did. and for those people who do wana go to someone else’s prom, me n shar say we go crash one this friday. agree? yeaah.
ride home in the limo was fun, i was riiiilllllyyyy tired but it was still good. for some reason the driver took us to pasadena, i think jus to make the ride longer..nyaha...and then we got to erwin’s house. we got out of the limo, and then bj came up with the best line of the night. he said something like, “ey do u need to take off some things to make u feel more comfortable.” L-O-L. of course my first reaction was, “uhhmm....wuuut?” and his reaction was, “oh shit no thats not wut i mean oh man blahblahblah.” lol. but i actually knew wut he meant. he was talkin bout my slippers coz we left it in his car and he was wondering if i needed to change into them. seeee there’s a reasonable explanation. that was hill-harious.
so i was all thinking if i should jus go home or not, but i decided ill chill for a bit, get a drink, and then leave. so i did. and bj over here, being the gud boi that he is, refused to drink. maaan im proud of u dude. i felt bad tho coz i looked liked the bad one. but its all gud. its not like i was all knocked out. im not like that.
so i told him if he can take me home at around 1:40 i think. w/c means id be home at 2. thats gud enuf. even later than my own prom but all gud. the drive home was rilly quiet. iono wut the hell he was thinking, or if he’s jus tired, but it was quiiiiieeeet. im scared coz i felt like he mite doze off or sumthin. thats not gud coz after taking me home he was supposed to go back to erwin’s coz he’s sleeping over. but wutever so we got to my house, walked me to my door like a gentleman, and said u sure u gona ba okai..u look all eeeh...lol...and then we said byebye. cya nextweek.
funtimes at my house coz parents were actually sleeping already, but my sister was still up. damn i couldve stayed longer. oh well. they actually dint wait up for me....interesting...all i can say is....bj: the face that mothers can trust. weehee. watched tv, even tho i wasnt rilly watching, and then fell asleep in the couch. w/ my dress n everything. i was knocked out. ZZzzzzzzZZzZZZzzzzzzZZZZzzzzzzz niteynite.
Monday, April 22, 2002
saturday was a bitch..went to uci w/ parents and of course, got yelled at for too many reasons...basically mother told me every single weakness that i have. i guess she was trying to make me “see” my stupidity, and was hoping that that will make me aware of all that and change. well nope that dint happen. it jus made me sad and brought my self esteem even lower. thanx. ugh wutever. lets go to happy thoughts....
senior prom Friday April 19, 2002. prom is oveeeeeeeer! that was fun. yeah, i did actually have fun. no sarcasm whatsoever. =). lets start from the mornin...this is gona be DETAILED so jus sit back...relax...and feel free to take breaks while readin....
woke up. first thing i said to myself, “oh mah god today’s prom.” got to school little early than usual. and for the first time in my life, i was hoping school would not end. actually it was a mixed feeling of wanting it to be over, and not. ugh wutever. i was rilly nervous. prom phobia. lol. school’s over. yikkeesss. went to ride aid w/ chelle n maria to buy our junk lunch. then asked christine t. if she could drop us off at the parlor. yey. got there, got stuff done, (hair only half up), chelle asked keith (who’s chismoso) to pick us up, and then they dropped me home. rilllyyyy nervous. so i call my date up jus to check. hihi. i asked if he still needed directions n wut time he’ll be here. 6:30. yay. woah that made me feel so much better. i breathed rilly deeply and i was fine. yaaay!
sat at home, chatting with sue, got my stuff ready, waited till about 5:something to dress up. talked to chelle, who was fuming mad again at someone (as usual LOL jk), got call waiting, my date saying he’s gona be a lil late coz he’s still at the flower shop, i said its all gud, jus be here damnit. lol. so i get dressed, and was jus chillen. chatting w/ sue again..hihi...and then my date calls at i think 6:45, says he’s down there already. yikess now im nervous again. so i say bye to sue (sorry had to leave u sue! heehee), called chelle to tell her im leavin. i go down, saw his car from the window, went out, and he comes out of his car w/ his all-white
suit, (well its rilly black n white), w/ the corsage. aww so cute. i was gona get in tha car when he opens the car door for me....aww...i said, “oh nooo u dont have to do that.” but in my head i was all, aww i feel like a princess...LOL. so we get to chelle’s house, everyone was there already blahblah. wow ray thinks my date’s cute. u want him? u can have him. lol. so we decided to leave. there were four drivers, and we followed keith. woah scary ride. too fast for me. but its all gud. parked near ray n chelle...lost joe n christine...lol...but keith raian maria n mari parked somewhere else.
got there and there was a line for inspection n stuff. aww my date’s all, “im the only one in white here blahblah.” i was all, no there’s nother one over there...lol. we put on the boutonniere n corsage, n went in to take pictures. normal pose yay. ray asks if my date likes me...lol...no he doesnt and im pretty sure bout that. checked in, found our table and ate. looked like the same food as last year. not sure. now time for group pics. funtimes. hope it looks fine. got back in, dancing started. yeaaah! asked my date if his toe still “hurts”. he says no. i said can i step on it then. he says go ahead. but i say jk! he was pretty cool, looked like he actually wanted to be there. FUNFUNFUN on the dance floor =).
the night had to end, so crowning of prom queen (yaay maddy) came. and of course the last dance. dint like the song that much but wutever. i had to go home rite after coz of momie dear. but its all gud coz i was tired neways. the ride home was perty scary tho. not used to goin more than a hundred on the 101. but its all gud coz i got home at about 1 i think. yes im the loser who dint go to in n out and to joy’s house after. and my date had to go somewhere w/ his friends still. so it was all gud. got home w/ my sister greeting me with her, “aaaawww my lil sister’s home from proooom.” ugh no. lol. my mom was actually sleepin already but she
woke up and the first thing she asked was, “o, did u guys take pictures der.” yes momie, go back to bed.
overall, i had a great time. yeah i had doubts about my date at first, but he turned out to be the perfect gentleman. opening car doors, any door, offering to go up and say hi to my mom b4 we left (but i dint let him lol), putting his coat on me (i said oh no its okai, but in my head i was all, aaaww im special LOL), and there were some more that im not gona mention anymore. basically he made sure i was having fun. im glad i asked him. yaaay. thanx a lot dude.
today in school, some people told me how they wanted my date. hihi.. i said, well u can have him if u want. i dont rilly want him. i mean not that way. and i realized this rite after prom, when my mind was occupied with something else. =).
sunday was eeh.....stayed at home in the morning and went to dinner at grandma’s house. talked to people who i havent seen online for awhile, that was fun. interesting. intriguing as chelle puts it. rite chelle piepiepie? yes. can’t wait for this week to end.
senior prom Friday April 19, 2002. prom is oveeeeeeeer! that was fun. yeah, i did actually have fun. no sarcasm whatsoever. =). lets start from the mornin...this is gona be DETAILED so jus sit back...relax...and feel free to take breaks while readin....
woke up. first thing i said to myself, “oh mah god today’s prom.” got to school little early than usual. and for the first time in my life, i was hoping school would not end. actually it was a mixed feeling of wanting it to be over, and not. ugh wutever. i was rilly nervous. prom phobia. lol. school’s over. yikkeesss. went to ride aid w/ chelle n maria to buy our junk lunch. then asked christine t. if she could drop us off at the parlor. yey. got there, got stuff done, (hair only half up), chelle asked keith (who’s chismoso) to pick us up, and then they dropped me home. rilllyyyy nervous. so i call my date up jus to check. hihi. i asked if he still needed directions n wut time he’ll be here. 6:30. yay. woah that made me feel so much better. i breathed rilly deeply and i was fine. yaaay!
sat at home, chatting with sue, got my stuff ready, waited till about 5:something to dress up. talked to chelle, who was fuming mad again at someone (as usual LOL jk), got call waiting, my date saying he’s gona be a lil late coz he’s still at the flower shop, i said its all gud, jus be here damnit. lol. so i get dressed, and was jus chillen. chatting w/ sue again..hihi...and then my date calls at i think 6:45, says he’s down there already. yikess now im nervous again. so i say bye to sue (sorry had to leave u sue! heehee), called chelle to tell her im leavin. i go down, saw his car from the window, went out, and he comes out of his car w/ his all-white
suit, (well its rilly black n white), w/ the corsage. aww so cute. i was gona get in tha car when he opens the car door for me....aww...i said, “oh nooo u dont have to do that.” but in my head i was all, aww i feel like a princess...LOL. so we get to chelle’s house, everyone was there already blahblah. wow ray thinks my date’s cute. u want him? u can have him. lol. so we decided to leave. there were four drivers, and we followed keith. woah scary ride. too fast for me. but its all gud. parked near ray n chelle...lost joe n christine...lol...but keith raian maria n mari parked somewhere else.
got there and there was a line for inspection n stuff. aww my date’s all, “im the only one in white here blahblah.” i was all, no there’s nother one over there...lol. we put on the boutonniere n corsage, n went in to take pictures. normal pose yay. ray asks if my date likes me...lol...no he doesnt and im pretty sure bout that. checked in, found our table and ate. looked like the same food as last year. not sure. now time for group pics. funtimes. hope it looks fine. got back in, dancing started. yeaaah! asked my date if his toe still “hurts”. he says no. i said can i step on it then. he says go ahead. but i say jk! he was pretty cool, looked like he actually wanted to be there. FUNFUNFUN on the dance floor =).
the night had to end, so crowning of prom queen (yaay maddy) came. and of course the last dance. dint like the song that much but wutever. i had to go home rite after coz of momie dear. but its all gud coz i was tired neways. the ride home was perty scary tho. not used to goin more than a hundred on the 101. but its all gud coz i got home at about 1 i think. yes im the loser who dint go to in n out and to joy’s house after. and my date had to go somewhere w/ his friends still. so it was all gud. got home w/ my sister greeting me with her, “aaaawww my lil sister’s home from proooom.” ugh no. lol. my mom was actually sleepin already but she
woke up and the first thing she asked was, “o, did u guys take pictures der.” yes momie, go back to bed.
overall, i had a great time. yeah i had doubts about my date at first, but he turned out to be the perfect gentleman. opening car doors, any door, offering to go up and say hi to my mom b4 we left (but i dint let him lol), putting his coat on me (i said oh no its okai, but in my head i was all, aaaww im special LOL), and there were some more that im not gona mention anymore. basically he made sure i was having fun. im glad i asked him. yaaay. thanx a lot dude.
today in school, some people told me how they wanted my date. hihi.. i said, well u can have him if u want. i dont rilly want him. i mean not that way. and i realized this rite after prom, when my mind was occupied with something else. =).
sunday was eeh.....stayed at home in the morning and went to dinner at grandma’s house. talked to people who i havent seen online for awhile, that was fun. interesting. intriguing as chelle puts it. rite chelle piepiepie? yes. can’t wait for this week to end.
Wednesday, April 17, 2002
these past two weeks has been fun i would say. i know everything has been about prom lately, and maybe that’s the reason why. last week, i was sooo excited because of all the planning etc. thats mostly the fun part. but this week, im jus not feeling it for some reason. maybe im jus nervous, iono. or maybe coz im jus pissed. but wutever. like it matters now. prom is in a couple of days, and i guess ill just try my best to make it fun. it will be if i want it to be. rite? rite.
this week has been a hectic one for me, with all my crap starting to build up, and the tests that i, thankfully, had already gotten over with. and i thank god that i survived because i just had too many distractions everywhere. im proud of myself not letting school interfere with other things. and i just hope my parents see that ive been trying real hard not to slack off, even though there
are some day when i just can’t deal with work anymore .
man i duno if its just me, but this blog entry seems so melancholy. lol wutever. im not sad though. im jus overwhelmed i guess. im actually happy. wahaha....happy as in wow....smileys all over. bwahaha im a nard. but yeah, i just wana thank a special friend, who i completely trust, for making me feel “okai” with all this crayziness. it was rilly hard for me to open up. but yeah. lol. im just gona laugh n be happy. LOL.
but neways, ima make a new list of things again, that have been bugging me lately...
1) mr promdate, hair & makeup, boutonniere
2) my sleeping habits (that are kinda messed up rite now..iono why)
3) college crap that i have to deal with pretty soon
4) my secret...lol
okai im sleepy...maan i have to change my sleeping habits...not gud...okai byebye.
this week has been a hectic one for me, with all my crap starting to build up, and the tests that i, thankfully, had already gotten over with. and i thank god that i survived because i just had too many distractions everywhere. im proud of myself not letting school interfere with other things. and i just hope my parents see that ive been trying real hard not to slack off, even though there
are some day when i just can’t deal with work anymore .
man i duno if its just me, but this blog entry seems so melancholy. lol wutever. im not sad though. im jus overwhelmed i guess. im actually happy. wahaha....happy as in wow....smileys all over. bwahaha im a nard. but yeah, i just wana thank a special friend, who i completely trust, for making me feel “okai” with all this crayziness. it was rilly hard for me to open up. but yeah. lol. im just gona laugh n be happy. LOL.
but neways, ima make a new list of things again, that have been bugging me lately...
1) mr promdate, hair & makeup, boutonniere
2) my sleeping habits (that are kinda messed up rite now..iono why)
3) college crap that i have to deal with pretty soon
4) my secret...lol
okai im sleepy...maan i have to change my sleeping habits...not gud...okai byebye.
Sunday, April 14, 2002
i got number 1 and 2 on my list...yaaaay...coz i finally went to irvine last friday and it was cool
first was the welcome blahblahblah...then lunch... then the campus tour...then the ics talk (information and computer science)...then the housing tour (i only saw middle earth). it was all fun, i actually felt like i have my parents' support...my dad even said the campus is better than ucla..in my head i was all..."wow rilly? ur not jus sayin that to make me feel better rite" hihi...wutever...ima be living there and i cant wait. i feel sorry for sister tho...she's stuck w/ them for one more year...im sowee sis. if i can id take u w/ me. lol
saturday was ap english practice test...man i blew that one...but wutever....we ate at ms conklin's after...fun party...nyahaha...and then chelle over here tells me that people are gona be at citywalk...i dint wana go home so it was all gud...dad brought us there and we walked around for a while...and then saw people...THE promdates...lol...so funnie coz the girls werent even there to see them (maria, mari, & christine). wutever so me n chelle walk....contemplate...lol....get starbucks....and meet up w/ naomi n them...they ate...we chilled...they played....they were gona go bowling...and then we had to go. sux. but me n chelle had other important plans...lol...so i go to church n actually listened to the homily..shocker.
went to the mall after church..dint buy nething...went crayzee over the slippers at robinson's may...but mom dint wana buy me any coz i have "too much already"...uhhmm no...sowee im jus crayzee over slippers....i can spend my whole savings on slippers n i wont regret it. after that got pizza and went home.
sunday was laundry day so did my usual folding...no lola lunch so i have time to do work...actually it doesnt make a diff coz is till havent started my crap...ive been on since this mornin...so yeah...im officially a loser.
oh i forgot to blog about thurs...talked to my friend from florida n friend visiting from pinas...funtimes again...yaay...yeah thats basically it....oh and thursday's my other friend's bday...my pinas bald friend...that i almost forgot about...badbad...
thats basically wut happened..ima add stuff later in case i remember other things that happened...coz my brain aint workin rite now.
first was the welcome blahblahblah...then lunch... then the campus tour...then the ics talk (information and computer science)...then the housing tour (i only saw middle earth). it was all fun, i actually felt like i have my parents' support...my dad even said the campus is better than ucla..in my head i was all..."wow rilly? ur not jus sayin that to make me feel better rite" hihi...wutever...ima be living there and i cant wait. i feel sorry for sister tho...she's stuck w/ them for one more year...im sowee sis. if i can id take u w/ me. lol
saturday was ap english practice test...man i blew that one...but wutever....we ate at ms conklin's after...fun party...nyahaha...and then chelle over here tells me that people are gona be at citywalk...i dint wana go home so it was all gud...dad brought us there and we walked around for a while...and then saw people...THE promdates...lol...so funnie coz the girls werent even there to see them (maria, mari, & christine). wutever so me n chelle walk....contemplate...lol....get starbucks....and meet up w/ naomi n them...they ate...we chilled...they played....they were gona go bowling...and then we had to go. sux. but me n chelle had other important plans...lol...so i go to church n actually listened to the homily..shocker.
went to the mall after church..dint buy nething...went crayzee over the slippers at robinson's may...but mom dint wana buy me any coz i have "too much already"...uhhmm no...sowee im jus crayzee over slippers....i can spend my whole savings on slippers n i wont regret it. after that got pizza and went home.
sunday was laundry day so did my usual folding...no lola lunch so i have time to do work...actually it doesnt make a diff coz is till havent started my crap...ive been on since this mornin...so yeah...im officially a loser.
oh i forgot to blog about thurs...talked to my friend from florida n friend visiting from pinas...funtimes again...yaay...yeah thats basically it....oh and thursday's my other friend's bday...my pinas bald friend...that i almost forgot about...badbad...
thats basically wut happened..ima add stuff later in case i remember other things that happened...coz my brain aint workin rite now.
Thursday, April 11, 2002
1) i want to feel the security of going to college next year
2) i need my parents' blessing and support about me going to uci next year
3) i wish i had more motivation in doing my school work
4) i hope and pray that my promdate does not ditch me this year
5) i would like senior prom to be one special nite, not just for me n my date, but especially for all my friends who i get to spend this special event with
6) i just want a boy. lol
these are the things that i wish would happen, and things that have been buggin my head for a while now. i duno which ones would happen, and which ones wouldnt. but wutever happens, it will probably happen for a reason.
2) i need my parents' blessing and support about me going to uci next year
3) i wish i had more motivation in doing my school work
4) i hope and pray that my promdate does not ditch me this year
5) i would like senior prom to be one special nite, not just for me n my date, but especially for all my friends who i get to spend this special event with
6) i just want a boy. lol
these are the things that i wish would happen, and things that have been buggin my head for a while now. i duno which ones would happen, and which ones wouldnt. but wutever happens, it will probably happen for a reason.
Tuesday, April 09, 2002
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Monday, April 08, 2002
yes i need to blog i know.......this is gona be looooooooong so jus bear with me...lemme start with thursday okaaai
thursday: sue woke me up...ugh wut else is new..lol jk...i wasnt gona answer the fone but im glad i did because sue wanted to come over to feed me..of course im not saying no to that...nyahahanyahaha thanx sue! i havent eaten real food in a while....but the bagels n jamba were fun...we jus chilled here...bein bored....and then after a couple of hours sue wanted to eat AGAIN....so went to denny's and ate AGAIN...man that was a food-filled day.
friday: i was planning on doin actual work today coz i dont wana be stuck w/ homework on sunday nite....so i did...some of em..nyahaha...i wasnt rilly plannin on goin to portia's debut nemore coz i dint have a ride n clothes...but kat over here was bein too nice and said she would pick me up....thanx kat! the debut was cool...their dresses were preeetty....and wow their cotillion group looked so happy...lol...we have a happy cotillion group too rite? yes....i forgot wut time i got home...got picked up at kat's..brought chelle home...and iono if im supposed to be hapi that i didnt get in trouble...maaan wen the hell am i gona get in trouble?!? i can feel it coming...please dont let it be at prom...man..this is scurry.
saturday: did my usual saturday mornin chore..folding clothes...and then everyone left in the mornin...iono where the hell they all went...so i go online...and i see my promdate prospect...started to panic..thinking if i should ask now since bid buying day is on monday...and did i? yes i did...i cant believe im bein brave like this...maybe its coz im jus tired of regrets..i jus asked him...wut am i to lose rite? and he said he prolly can go but he has to check...and he said the sweetest piece of bullshit ever: "i dont wana leave the prettiest girl over there without a date." something like that..lol..that was sweet...nyahaha...
so newayss later on my sister calls me at home and says, "hey u guess who called my cel." i said iono...she says, "your promdate." i was all..."WHAT?!?!?"..so yeah i think he thought i was w/ my sister or sumtin...so he told my sister that he can go for sure...i was all..."shuttupppp??!?!?!?!" ...nyahaha yeah...so there yah go...my promdate story...and then of course bein my pessimistic self...i was all thinking...wut if he flakes on me?!? jus like wut hapend to that asshole last year..i need a backup! damnit.
before debut practice i went to ross w/ my sister...thats the best store ever..nyaaahha..got slippers n a dress...yay...and then went to get bel coz she needed a ride...she was sleepin wen i came but i let katreeena wake her up..yay...sorry bel! hihi...oh well...then we got there n i thot i was late...but they werent even done w/ kat's...so we chilled...then practiced for an hour?..or not even...iono..coz of melissa, aprille, and cool fartnah's party....yaaay...after practice chilled at cool fartnah's house coz chelle had to change n all....then finally went to aprille's house.
party was cool...youngns everywhere but its all gud...and finally people started dancing yaay i wana dance..of course i couldnt drag bel w/ me coz of a certain person...bel n minute maid dont mix..wahaa...but it was all gud later...yeaah people dancing...freakin (very scary experience but its all gud..i dint get hurt LOL).... and wow even rolling and jumpin...if maria was there she wouldve been rollin too...of laughter as chelle said it...but it was all gud.... me n mari were tryin to get cool fartnah to freak but i feel like i would be violating him..lol...im a loser yes...hmm wut else happened.. aww bel n mitch were too cute....and oh yah i finally saw chelle's boytoy...nyahaha.....party ended but i dint wana go home =(...but had to...dropped bel home...and yes..i still did not get in trouble...maan its rilly scaring the hell outa me...one of these days..its all gona explode. couldnt sleep wen i got home even tho im hella tired...wutsup. yay had the room to myself coz sister is out partying w/ her boys...she dint come home so i guess i know who's gona get in trouble. bbbbbbwaaaahaaha.
sunday: totally forgot about the time change and so had to rush to church...and then to lola's house for lunch...chilled w/ cousins as usual...but had to go home early jus coz..wehe...was online the whole afternoon....not thinking of homework...hating goin back to school....hmmm wut else....tryin to get some sleep but for some reason couldnt...i tink i finally fell asleep at like 230.. tsk tsk not cool.
monday:HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIAAAAAA! our legal club is startin to grow yaaay...newayss first day of school and i dont even remember how to write nemore...sad...but its so nice to see everyone after forever...and of course had our nice prom talk...i say everyone go to prom....oooh w/c reminds me to call a certain formal person to ask y the hell he hasnt called my friend..damn that boy..lol..neways bought my bid...im scurred tho...wut if i end up like last year? he better not be a flake...i dont need another reason to hate another boy...*sigh*...damnit i actually have hw to do...maaaan this blog is long...soweee i jus had to be all detailed...actually its not even detailed..ugh wutever im tired...laterz
thursday: sue woke me up...ugh wut else is new..lol jk...i wasnt gona answer the fone but im glad i did because sue wanted to come over to feed me..of course im not saying no to that...nyahahanyahaha thanx sue! i havent eaten real food in a while....but the bagels n jamba were fun...we jus chilled here...bein bored....and then after a couple of hours sue wanted to eat AGAIN....so went to denny's and ate AGAIN...man that was a food-filled day.
friday: i was planning on doin actual work today coz i dont wana be stuck w/ homework on sunday nite....so i did...some of em..nyahaha...i wasnt rilly plannin on goin to portia's debut nemore coz i dint have a ride n clothes...but kat over here was bein too nice and said she would pick me up....thanx kat! the debut was cool...their dresses were preeetty....and wow their cotillion group looked so happy...lol...we have a happy cotillion group too rite? yes....i forgot wut time i got home...got picked up at kat's..brought chelle home...and iono if im supposed to be hapi that i didnt get in trouble...maaan wen the hell am i gona get in trouble?!? i can feel it coming...please dont let it be at prom...man..this is scurry.
saturday: did my usual saturday mornin chore..folding clothes...and then everyone left in the mornin...iono where the hell they all went...so i go online...and i see my promdate prospect...started to panic..thinking if i should ask now since bid buying day is on monday...and did i? yes i did...i cant believe im bein brave like this...maybe its coz im jus tired of regrets..i jus asked him...wut am i to lose rite? and he said he prolly can go but he has to check...and he said the sweetest piece of bullshit ever: "i dont wana leave the prettiest girl over there without a date." something like that..lol..that was sweet...nyahaha...
so newayss later on my sister calls me at home and says, "hey u guess who called my cel." i said iono...she says, "your promdate." i was all..."WHAT?!?!?"..so yeah i think he thought i was w/ my sister or sumtin...so he told my sister that he can go for sure...i was all..."shuttupppp??!?!?!?!" ...nyahaha yeah...so there yah go...my promdate story...and then of course bein my pessimistic self...i was all thinking...wut if he flakes on me?!? jus like wut hapend to that asshole last year..i need a backup! damnit.
before debut practice i went to ross w/ my sister...thats the best store ever..nyaaahha..got slippers n a dress...yay...and then went to get bel coz she needed a ride...she was sleepin wen i came but i let katreeena wake her up..yay...sorry bel! hihi...oh well...then we got there n i thot i was late...but they werent even done w/ kat's...so we chilled...then practiced for an hour?..or not even...iono..coz of melissa, aprille, and cool fartnah's party....yaaay...after practice chilled at cool fartnah's house coz chelle had to change n all....then finally went to aprille's house.
party was cool...youngns everywhere but its all gud...and finally people started dancing yaay i wana dance..of course i couldnt drag bel w/ me coz of a certain person...bel n minute maid dont mix..wahaa...but it was all gud later...yeaah people dancing...freakin (very scary experience but its all gud..i dint get hurt LOL).... and wow even rolling and jumpin...if maria was there she wouldve been rollin too...of laughter as chelle said it...but it was all gud.... me n mari were tryin to get cool fartnah to freak but i feel like i would be violating him..lol...im a loser yes...hmm wut else happened.. aww bel n mitch were too cute....and oh yah i finally saw chelle's boytoy...nyahaha.....party ended but i dint wana go home =(...but had to...dropped bel home...and yes..i still did not get in trouble...maan its rilly scaring the hell outa me...one of these days..its all gona explode. couldnt sleep wen i got home even tho im hella tired...wutsup. yay had the room to myself coz sister is out partying w/ her boys...she dint come home so i guess i know who's gona get in trouble. bbbbbbwaaaahaaha.
sunday: totally forgot about the time change and so had to rush to church...and then to lola's house for lunch...chilled w/ cousins as usual...but had to go home early jus coz..wehe...was online the whole afternoon....not thinking of homework...hating goin back to school....hmmm wut else....tryin to get some sleep but for some reason couldnt...i tink i finally fell asleep at like 230.. tsk tsk not cool.
monday:HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIAAAAAA! our legal club is startin to grow yaaay...newayss first day of school and i dont even remember how to write nemore...sad...but its so nice to see everyone after forever...and of course had our nice prom talk...i say everyone go to prom....oooh w/c reminds me to call a certain formal person to ask y the hell he hasnt called my friend..damn that boy..lol..neways bought my bid...im scurred tho...wut if i end up like last year? he better not be a flake...i dont need another reason to hate another boy...*sigh*...damnit i actually have hw to do...maaaan this blog is long...soweee i jus had to be all detailed...actually its not even detailed..ugh wutever im tired...laterz
Saturday, April 06, 2002
Wednesday, April 03, 2002
spring break yaaaaaaaaaay
saturday: thought i wasnt gona go to practice but i did yaaaay.....maaaan johannes was not in a good mood...everyone's just tired....i know i was...and that pitbull wasnt helping at all...after practice sue n i went to marketplace jus to binge out...panda and coldstones..nyahahaa....happi food days....hope ur feelin better sue!
sunday: HAPPY EASTER! church first thing in the morning. and then we went to places, i forgot where...hmmm..iono i forgot. And then went to new town buffet for dinner w/ the whole family....yaaaaay fooood.....and then.....man i forgot....wutsup
monday: i was jus chillen like a villain. bein unproductive as usual
tuesday: yaaaay i got kidnapped! maureen, connie, and mari got me. and then we got jenny l. and then we all went to roscoes....good chicken n waffles....number 9 al the way..nyahaa...and then erlynne finally came but she couldnt stay....and then we were gona suprise maria but she wasnt home yet....so we took connie n jenny to connie's house and then got bel...and then got shar...and then headed to west co....maaan maria lives out there....but we finally made it and was she oh so surprised..hihi...went to the mall over there , tryin to find our queen maureen a prom dress...chilled at the foodcourt and then finally had to go coz bel had her piano
lesson....brought maria home...and then finally got to LA in time for bel's 8minute piano lesson...nyahaa...and then i got home and i was tired as hell....funfunfun under the sun....bein kidnapped is funtimesalltheway.
wednesday: happy birthday sister! man i dont even have a gift for that bitch..hihi...oh well...wut to do today? iono yet...we'll see
saturday: thought i wasnt gona go to practice but i did yaaaay.....maaaan johannes was not in a good mood...everyone's just tired....i know i was...and that pitbull wasnt helping at all...after practice sue n i went to marketplace jus to binge out...panda and coldstones..nyahahaa....happi food days....hope ur feelin better sue!
sunday: HAPPY EASTER! church first thing in the morning. and then we went to places, i forgot where...hmmm..iono i forgot. And then went to new town buffet for dinner w/ the whole family....yaaaaay fooood.....and then.....man i forgot....wutsup
monday: i was jus chillen like a villain. bein unproductive as usual
tuesday: yaaaay i got kidnapped! maureen, connie, and mari got me. and then we got jenny l. and then we all went to roscoes....good chicken n waffles....number 9 al the way..nyahaa...and then erlynne finally came but she couldnt stay....and then we were gona suprise maria but she wasnt home yet....so we took connie n jenny to connie's house and then got bel...and then got shar...and then headed to west co....maaan maria lives out there....but we finally made it and was she oh so surprised..hihi...went to the mall over there , tryin to find our queen maureen a prom dress...chilled at the foodcourt and then finally had to go coz bel had her piano
lesson....brought maria home...and then finally got to LA in time for bel's 8minute piano lesson...nyahaa...and then i got home and i was tired as hell....funfunfun under the sun....bein kidnapped is funtimesalltheway.
wednesday: happy birthday sister! man i dont even have a gift for that bitch..hihi...oh well...wut to do today? iono yet...we'll see