saturday was a bitch..went to uci w/ parents and of course, got yelled at for too many reasons...basically mother told me every single weakness that i have. i guess she was trying to make me “see” my stupidity, and was hoping that that will make me aware of all that and change. well nope that dint happen. it jus made me sad and brought my self esteem even lower. thanx. ugh wutever. lets go to happy thoughts....

senior prom Friday April 19, 2002. prom is oveeeeeeeer! that was fun. yeah, i did actually have fun. no sarcasm whatsoever. =). lets start from the mornin...this is gona be DETAILED so jus sit back...relax...and feel free to take breaks while readin....

woke up. first thing i said to myself, “oh mah god today’s prom.” got to school little early than usual. and for the first time in my life, i was hoping school would not end. actually it was a mixed feeling of wanting it to be over, and not. ugh wutever. i was rilly nervous. prom phobia. lol. school’s over. yikkeesss. went to ride aid w/ chelle n maria to buy our junk lunch. then asked christine t. if she could drop us off at the parlor. yey. got there, got stuff done, (hair only half up), chelle asked keith (who’s chismoso) to pick us up, and then they dropped me home. rilllyyyy nervous. so i call my date up jus to check. hihi. i asked if he still needed directions n wut time he’ll be here. 6:30. yay. woah that made me feel so much better. i breathed rilly deeply and i was fine. yaaay!

sat at home, chatting with sue, got my stuff ready, waited till about 5:something to dress up. talked to chelle, who was fuming mad again at someone (as usual LOL jk), got call waiting, my date saying he’s gona be a lil late coz he’s still at the flower shop, i said its all gud, jus be here damnit. lol. so i get dressed, and was jus chillen. chatting w/ sue again..hihi...and then my date calls at i think 6:45, says he’s down there already. yikess now im nervous again. so i say bye to sue (sorry had to leave u sue! heehee), called chelle to tell her im leavin. i go down, saw his car from the window, went out, and he comes out of his car w/ his all-white
suit, (well its rilly black n white), w/ the corsage. aww so cute. i was gona get in tha car when he opens the car door for me....aww...i said, “oh nooo u dont have to do that.” but in my head i was all, aww i feel like a princess...LOL. so we get to chelle’s house, everyone was there already blahblah. wow ray thinks my date’s cute. u want him? u can have him. lol. so we decided to leave. there were four drivers, and we followed keith. woah scary ride. too fast for me. but its all gud. parked near ray n chelle...lost joe n christine...lol...but keith raian maria n mari parked somewhere else.

got there and there was a line for inspection n stuff. aww my date’s all, “im the only one in white here blahblah.” i was all, no there’s nother one over there...lol. we put on the boutonniere n corsage, n went in to take pictures. normal pose yay. ray asks if my date likes me...lol...no he doesnt and im pretty sure bout that. checked in, found our table and ate. looked like the same food as last year. not sure. now time for group pics. funtimes. hope it looks fine. got back in, dancing started. yeaaah! asked my date if his toe still “hurts”. he says no. i said can i step on it then. he says go ahead. but i say jk! he was pretty cool, looked like he actually wanted to be there. FUNFUNFUN on the dance floor =).

the night had to end, so crowning of prom queen (yaay maddy) came. and of course the last dance. dint like the song that much but wutever. i had to go home rite after coz of momie dear. but its all gud coz i was tired neways. the ride home was perty scary tho. not used to goin more than a hundred on the 101. but its all gud coz i got home at about 1 i think. yes im the loser who dint go to in n out and to joy’s house after. and my date had to go somewhere w/ his friends still. so it was all gud. got home w/ my sister greeting me with her, “aaaawww my lil sister’s home from proooom.” ugh no. lol. my mom was actually sleepin already but she
woke up and the first thing she asked was, “o, did u guys take pictures der.” yes momie, go back to bed.

overall, i had a great time. yeah i had doubts about my date at first, but he turned out to be the perfect gentleman. opening car doors, any door, offering to go up and say hi to my mom b4 we left (but i dint let him lol), putting his coat on me (i said oh no its okai, but in my head i was all, aaaww im special LOL), and there were some more that im not gona mention anymore. basically he made sure i was having fun. im glad i asked him. yaaay. thanx a lot dude.

today in school, some people told me how they wanted my date. hihi.. i said, well u can have him if u want. i dont rilly want him. i mean not that way. and i realized this rite after prom, when my mind was occupied with something else. =).

sunday was eeh.....stayed at home in the morning and went to dinner at grandma’s house. talked to people who i havent seen online for awhile, that was fun. interesting. intriguing as chelle puts it. rite chelle piepiepie? yes. can’t wait for this week to end.