i stopped to think about how many weeks are left in school. it saddens me to know that there arent that many left. i thought about all four years i spent in immac, all the friendships that ive made, the laughter, the tears?, the inside jokes, even all the procrastination that was maybe part of the fun of high school, and who can forget all the bonding and funtimes.

freshman year, i started at immac as a scared little girl, dreading going to my classes for the fear of being different from everyone else, hoping each and everyday that my high school life would be over. but now, my senior year, i constantly find myself hoping that high school would never end. after all the bonds that i have made, it is just too hard for me to leave now.

neways...

THIS WAS THE BLOG I SAVED BEFORE DEBUT PRACTICE....
i realized that this time, in my life right now, is a time for me to be happy and appreciate all the things that im blessed with. why should i waste my time depressing myself and thinking about how sad life would be for me? i have all the time to do that in the future. right now, i realized that if i do set my mind to something, it would happen. rite? rite. =).


THIS WAS THE BLOG I WROTE AFTER DEBUT PRACTICE AND AFTER TODAY’S STARBUCKS MOMENT AT THE HOUSE OF PIES....
damnit life sux. i thought i could just be happy and smile and jus laugh. i guess not. im not that strong yet i guess. i mean i know i cant have a perfect life, with everything going my way. maybe i think too much. iono...whenever something good happens to me, i always think that something bad will happen. i am a strong believer of karma...good or bad....iono why but i just am. ugh wutever. ima shuttup now.

neways..................

man...i do not even know why im in ap english....i just have no clue at all...iono if im even gona pass it and im serious...but wutever..if i fail...then let it be so...like i care..well actually i do...but it doesnt matter now..coz its over...one down...two to go.

funtimes at house of pies with chelle, maria, and mari though. all i can say is....maaaan that was very hard for me...it rilly was.... but thanx for the laughter and all that...nyahahahaa.