Thursday, June 12, 2003

demnit i need to blog

Saturday, May 03, 2003

Complicated Melody
by
India Arie


If he were a color
He'd be a deep dark forest green
If he were a car
He'd be a long stretch limousine
With room for all of humanity inside

Cause he is so giving
And he is so wise
If he were a number
He'd be a five
Cause he has such a brilliant mind
If he were an animal
He'd be an ass
Cause he's so stubborn sometime
But if he were a song
He'd be a complicated melody
That complicated fellow he
I almost cannot sing it on key
But he means the world to me
If he were a building
He'd be a beautiful cathedral
Cause he's so traditionally spiritual
If he were a dance
He'd be complicated like the tango
Exotic like a mango
But if he were a song
He'd be a complicated melody
That complicated fellow he
I almost cannot sing it on key
But he means the world to me
He ain't the reason for the sun and the moon
He is just the reason for this here tune
Cause he means the world to me
Said he means the world to me
Me me me yeah
He means the world to me yeah
Complicated melody that complicated fellow he
He's complicated melody
I almost cannot sing it on key

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My Mother Taught Me...

1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."

2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet."

3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"

4. My mother taught me LOGIC. "Because I said so, that's why."

5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me."

6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident."

7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about."

8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper."

9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM . "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"

10. My mother taught me about PATIENCE. "You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone."

11. My mother taught me about WEATHER. "This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it."

12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY. "If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!"

13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE. "I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

14.My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION . "Stop acting like your father!"

15. My mother taught me about ENVY. "There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do."

16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION. " Just wait until we get home."

17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING. "You are going to get it when you get home!"

18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE. "If you don't stop crossing your eyes, They are going to freeze that way."

19. My mother taught me ESP . "Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?"

20. My mother taught me HUMOR. "When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me."

21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT. "If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up."

22. My mother taught me GENETICS. "You're just like your father."

23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS. " Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?"

24. My mother taught me WISDOM. "When you get to be my age, you'll understand."

25. And my favorite : my mother taught me about JUSTICE. "One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you!"

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The Best Things In Loife (highlighted ones are extra special to me)

> 1. Falling in love.
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> 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
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> 3. A hot shower.
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> 4. No lines at the supermarket.
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> 5. A special glance.
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> 6. Getting mail.
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> 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
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> 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
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> 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
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> 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
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> 11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
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> 12. Chocolate milkshake (or vanilla!) (or strawberry).
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> 13. A long distance phone call.
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> 14. A bubble bath.
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> 15. Giggling.
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> 16. A good conversation.
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> 17. The beach.
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> 18. Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter.
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> 19. Laughing at yourself.
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> 20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
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> 21. Running through sprinklers.
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> 22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
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> 23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
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> 24. Laughing at an inside joke.
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> 25. Friends.
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> 26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
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> 27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
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> 28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
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> 29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
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> 30. Playing with a new puppy.
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> 31. Having someone play with your hair.
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> 32. Sweet dreams.
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> 33. Hot chocolate.
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> 34. Road trips with friends.
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> 35. Swinging on swings.
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> 36. Eating cookies and drinking your favorite hot toddy.
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> 37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
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> 38. Going to a really good concert.
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> 39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
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> 40. Winning a really competitive game.
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> 41. Making chocolate chip cookies.
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> 42. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
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> 43. Spending time with close friends.
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> 44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
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> 45. Holding hands with someone you care about.
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> 46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
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> 47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
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> 48. Watching the __expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
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> 49. Watching the sunrise.
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>50. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

saturday morning...main library...tide and noczema...no "thirteen!"...west covina...opppps....tito ruben ninong boy manang tita ching haaahaaaa... always and forever aaww...stupid islands waiter...tour around irvine..till the spectrum...prom flashbacks...go lakers woooh...massages...studytoime...no in and out dinner...just a trader joe's one...still no "thirteen!"......no more tears.

thanx for another fun weekend =).

Wednesday, April 16, 2003

Sue's line for the day:

XchopYsueyZ (9:53:13 AM):
im thinkin 2 things... im loike... wtf? he's prolee lying... den im loike.. wtf is wrong w/ me? y can't i befriend anyone straight?

Monday, March 31, 2003

spring break is oveeer demnit. =(

Thursday, March 06, 2003

wow this has been a very rare day...a day when i have nothing due tomorroooow woohooooo i feel freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. it seems so nice to finally feel so light with no worries or anything like that. i mean know i still have a lot of stuff to deal with later on. but rite now i jus wana sit and jus breathe. ive been busy for the past couple of weeks and i havent rilly had time to jus breathe. and would anyone believe me if i say there was a point when i couldnt even talk on the fone for 2 nights in a row coz i was BUSY? well, its true. and it sucked. big time. i promise. i swear. heehee.

i jus had a fun convo with my mom tonite. it was the usual...

mom: o anak. why arent u sleeping yet?
me: mom its 8:30.
mom: oh eh dont u have class tomorrow
me: yeah
mom: o did u eat yet?
me: uhuh
mom: wut did u eat?
me: chicken...kiev
mom: ano yon?
me: heehee iono sumtin chicken
mom: mmmhm...o sleep ka na
me: okai
mom: gudnite anak..i lab u
me: luv u too mom

nothing special, but jus fun. we talked about other things and she was jus being funnie. its weird coz i was the one who called her this time (yeah coz shes the one who calls me usually ...wait not usually...she's the one who calls me everyday). so yeah i called my mom and she was fun. haha. she was being like a mom and a friend. it was nice. i jus wish its always like that.

Wednesday, February 12, 2003

writing 39C sux....calc rules
school suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuux

Friday, January 31, 2003

yay new blooooooooog wahoooo. thanx to shelley chelle...i mite change it again but we'll see...its still under construction so ima fix the links n stuff soon. yaay.

Saturday, January 18, 2003

Monday, January 06, 2003

JANUARY 3, 2003

happy 19th birthday to me! man i cant believe i only have one teen year left. im old waaaaah. i dont know if i would still like having birthdays after this one. haha. im technically everyone's ate...and also a craddle-rockin cray-z cress. grrreaat. but newaysss, the idea of having to spend my birthday in school, on the first day of classes is not new to me (coz it's been like that for the past 3-4 years). so i thought my special day was gona suck like a duck. but i was wrong. on thursday, january 2 at 11:30ish pm, i got a call from a special hane telling me to look out my window and see the best surprise ever (well it wasnt rilly a surprise...it was a semi-surprise i guess heehee). that jus made my day like u dont even know =).

so the next day, my real birthday, i felt so blessed to know that a lot of people actually remembered my birthday. you guys are the best i swear! i wana thank everyone who came here to celebrate my special day with me: chang, bel, maria, mari, (shar we miss u soo much), keith, sue, gladys, cool fartnah, my zeezter, and hane. even though we didnt get to go to stupid pat n oscar's, islands was still great because u guys jus made it so special. thank you! we should have more funtimes like that (i know sue and cool fartnah had funtimes after dinner with the help of my sister tsk tsk). oooh and chelle makes the best cake ever...and mmhhmmm it is better than sex. oh no wait i wouldnt know. only chelle would. thanx roomate!

again, thanx so much to everyone who greeted me u guys r the bestest. i luv u!

the next day i was supposed to go home...but me, sister, hun, and sue ate at ihop first. then it was time to go home =(. said our see u laters, got home, went to church =), went out for dinner, and finally got home and had...

THE TALK with my mom. this time it was foreal. everything was said. and i mean everything. there was no point of hiding nething anymore. it wasnt very pretty. but i got through it. it wasnt a succesful talk either coz nothing got settled. it was more of a revelation of feelings and differences. or maybe a realization that i can never win or even compromise with her. it was a disagreement where eveyrthing was jus put out there, left there hanging, because there seems to be no solution. that was the low point of my day. right after my birthday too wahoo. so now the only question ive been asking myself is: what the hell am i supposed to do?

so yeah, im doomed forever because i dont think she'll let me out of the house ever again. good timing rite? yup. its great =/.

Sunday, December 29, 2002

jogging is funtimes all the time. i luv every minute of it =).
I NEED TO CHANGE MY TEMPLATE DAMNIT SOMEONE HELP ME!

Friday, December 27, 2002

OMG yes im alive! i know i know i havent blogged for the longest time. its all college’s fault. yup...college...a very interesting time of my life. well i guess i can say im liking college. well actually i just like the freedom, not the studying part. ive only experienced 3-4 months of college life and i feel like ive learned a lot. and i mean a lot a lot. haha. yuppp thats rite. i learned that....

1) i can actually survive without my mom doing everything for me.
2) if you have 12-14 units...you have to study 36-42 hours a week.
3) college is a time wehn you experiment or try different things...so the stupid things that you dont count because you’re jus experimenting rite?
4) i learned a lot more things...but id rather not share haha

December 9-13
so finals came and i tried to do my best...but i guess it didnt rilly work...ah wutever. that week was funtimes all the time neway =).

December 13
watched the lion king! i liked it and actually appreciated every single aspect of the play...unlike some people who just dont get it. tsk tsk tsk. i wanted to be in a musical after watching it heeheeeee.

December 14-22
- driving week..bleh
- 18th —> =) got the best origami creation haha
- found out my permit isnt valid...daaaamn dmv
- chill week....yaaaaay =)
- shopping week...wahoo
- two weeks notice.. aaaww
- tiffany’s gift from mom...grreat

December 22-23
skt sleepover at sue’s! awww i luv my girls...the best part was sunday night...wen we all exchanged gifts (i love all my gifts thanx again u guys) and jus talked and talked and talked and of course talked some more. im thankful for being so blessed to have a group of friends who i know i can trust. thanx u guys. we’re so cool haha. shar we miss u come back!

saw more people the next day...aww i miss seeing familiar faces...for those who came to sue’s house u guys rock wahoo.

December 24
went to the dmv to finally fix my godamn permit problem..then chilled at hun’s house in the morning...yaaay thanx to ur mom for feeding me once again. went home...took a long nap.... and then midnite mass..then lola’s house for christmas dinner! yummmy.

December 25
tita’s house in walnut...food..food...food...and money wahooo.....charades with cousins and titas bwhahahahahahaha that was the best.

December 26-27
i went “jogging with sue.” =) sue ur the best i owe u. remember ur not number 2...ur ur 1.5 =) santa monica aww it was so perty and sunny i luved it...and once again...thanx to ur mom hun for feeding me.

SO YEAH...so far my break isnt so bad i guess. well actually, i dunno. i havent rilly been very enthusiastic at home. maybe sumtimes. when im out, thats definitely happy times for me. so yeah. i duno. i miss my freedom. i guess thats one of the reasons why i wana go back to irvine. i want my freedom back. but then again, going back to school means no more fun “jogging” times. =(. makes me sad. feels like the end of summer all over again. but i guess ill jus have to deal. coz wut else can i do. *sigh*

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

i feel like blogging. but i dont have all my thoughts organized yet. ima be bloggin soon. i hope. something that makes sense for once. so watch out.

Friday, November 22, 2002

QUOTE OF THE DAY FROM SUE

XchopYsueyZ (2:26:05 PM): maybe i'll be happier if i turn homo.

Thursday, November 14, 2002

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Wednesday, November 13, 2002

Monday, November 11, 2002

wow im alive yaaaay. so i havent blogged in awhile. sowee about that. ive been busy with school and stuff that i havent even been reading other people's blogs nemore. but now im not gona be as stressed coz i finally dropped my programming class wahoo. i felt so good after i dropped it...it was like...like...like...heaven. bwhahahha no. so now i dunno wut i wana major in nemore. im lost. im confused. im a bum. oh well. sux to be me.

this week has been perty arite. im liking sierra more n more each day. its hella fun here....but sometimes its too much...wahaha no jk. but i like it here a lot. the people here are too cool wahoooo.

im missing everyone more n more each day too. yeah everyone. if ur reading this, ur prolly part of "everyone." i miss kickin it with my girls =(. but its all gud. we all better kick it soon...which is iono...thanksgiving break? or christmas. hellz yah.

okai thats all for now coz im getting sleepy. sleepytime for me. this weekend was too tiring for me. a good kind of tiring. i had major funtimes =).


Tuesday, November 05, 2002

I scored a 17% on the "How Much Asian Pride Do You Have?" Quizie! What about you?

bwhahahahaahahaaa