writing 39C sux....calc rules

school suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuux

yay new blooooooooog wahoooo. thanx to shelley chelle...i mite change it again but we'll see...its still under construction so ima fix the links n stuff soon. yaay.

JANUARY 3, 2003

happy 19th birthday to me! man i cant believe i only have one teen year left. im old waaaaah. i dont know if i would still like having birthdays after this one. haha. im technically everyone's ate...and also a craddle-rockin cray-z cress. grrreaat. but newaysss, the idea of having to spend my birthday in school, on the first day of classes is not new to me (coz it's been like that for the past 3-4 years). so i thought my special day was gona suck like a duck. but i was wrong. on thursday, january 2 at 11:30ish pm, i got a call from a special hane telling me to look out my window and see the best surprise ever (well it wasnt rilly a surprise...it was a semi-surprise i guess heehee). that jus made my day like u dont even know =).

so the next day, my real birthday, i felt so blessed to know that a lot of people actually remembered my birthday. you guys are the best i swear! i wana thank everyone who came here to celebrate my special day with me: chang, bel, maria, mari, (shar we miss u soo much), keith, sue, gladys, cool fartnah, my zeezter, and hane. even though we didnt get to go to stupid pat n oscar's, islands was still great because u guys jus made it so special. thank you! we should have more funtimes like that (i know sue and cool fartnah had funtimes after dinner with the help of my sister tsk tsk). oooh and chelle makes the best cake ever...and mmhhmmm it is better than sex. oh no wait i wouldnt know. only chelle would. thanx roomate!

again, thanx so much to everyone who greeted me u guys r the bestest. i luv u!

the next day i was supposed to go home...but me, sister, hun, and sue ate at ihop first. then it was time to go home =(. said our see u laters, got home, went to church =), went out for dinner, and finally got home and had...

THE TALK with my mom. this time it was foreal. everything was said. and i mean everything. there was no point of hiding nething anymore. it wasnt very pretty. but i got through it. it wasnt a succesful talk either coz nothing got settled. it was more of a revelation of feelings and differences. or maybe a realization that i can never win or even compromise with her. it was a disagreement where eveyrthing was jus put out there, left there hanging, because there seems to be no solution. that was the low point of my day. right after my birthday too wahoo. so now the only question ive been asking myself is: what the hell am i supposed to do?

so yeah, im doomed forever because i dont think she'll let me out of the house ever again. good timing rite? yup. its great =/.

jogging is funtimes all the time. i luv every minute of it =).

I NEED TO CHANGE MY TEMPLATE DAMNIT SOMEONE HELP ME!

OMG yes im alive! i know i know i havent blogged for the longest time. its all college’s fault. yup...college...a very interesting time of my life. well i guess i can say im liking college. well actually i just like the freedom, not the studying part. ive only experienced 3-4 months of college life and i feel like ive learned a lot. and i mean a lot a lot. haha. yuppp thats rite. i learned that....

1) i can actually survive without my mom doing everything for me.
2) if you have 12-14 units...you have to study 36-42 hours a week.
3) college is a time wehn you experiment or try different things...so the stupid things that you dont count because you’re jus experimenting rite?
4) i learned a lot more things...but id rather not share haha

December 9-13
so finals came and i tried to do my best...but i guess it didnt rilly work...ah wutever. that week was funtimes all the time neway =).

December 13
watched the lion king! i liked it and actually appreciated every single aspect of the play...unlike some people who just dont get it. tsk tsk tsk. i wanted to be in a musical after watching it heeheeeee.

December 14-22
- driving week..bleh
- 18th —> =) got the best origami creation haha
- found out my permit isnt valid...daaaamn dmv
- chill week....yaaaaay =)
- shopping week...wahoo
- two weeks notice.. aaaww
- tiffany’s gift from mom...grreat

December 22-23
skt sleepover at sue’s! awww i luv my girls...the best part was sunday night...wen we all exchanged gifts (i love all my gifts thanx again u guys) and jus talked and talked and talked and of course talked some more. im thankful for being so blessed to have a group of friends who i know i can trust. thanx u guys. we’re so cool haha. shar we miss u come back!

saw more people the next day...aww i miss seeing familiar faces...for those who came to sue’s house u guys rock wahoo.

December 24
went to the dmv to finally fix my godamn permit problem..then chilled at hun’s house in the morning...yaaay thanx to ur mom for feeding me once again. went home...took a long nap.... and then midnite mass..then lola’s house for christmas dinner! yummmy.

December 25
tita’s house in walnut...food..food...food...and money wahooo.....charades with cousins and titas bwhahahahahahaha that was the best.

December 26-27
i went “jogging with sue.” =) sue ur the best i owe u. remember ur not number 2...ur ur 1.5 =) santa monica aww it was so perty and sunny i luved it...and once again...thanx to ur mom hun for feeding me.

SO YEAH...so far my break isnt so bad i guess. well actually, i dunno. i havent rilly been very enthusiastic at home. maybe sumtimes. when im out, thats definitely happy times for me. so yeah. i duno. i miss my freedom. i guess thats one of the reasons why i wana go back to irvine. i want my freedom back. but then again, going back to school means no more fun “jogging” times. =(. makes me sad. feels like the end of summer all over again. but i guess ill jus have to deal. coz wut else can i do. *sigh*

i feel like blogging. but i dont have all my thoughts organized yet. ima be bloggin soon. i hope. something that makes sense for once. so watch out.

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wow im alive yaaaay. so i havent blogged in awhile. sowee about that. ive been busy with school and stuff that i havent even been reading other people's blogs nemore. but now im not gona be as stressed coz i finally dropped my programming class wahoo. i felt so good after i dropped it...it was like...like...like...heaven. bwhahahha no. so now i dunno wut i wana major in nemore. im lost. im confused. im a bum. oh well. sux to be me.

this week has been perty arite. im liking sierra more n more each day. its hella fun here....but sometimes its too much...wahaha no jk. but i like it here a lot. the people here are too cool wahoooo.

im missing everyone more n more each day too. yeah everyone. if ur reading this, ur prolly part of "everyone." i miss kickin it with my girls =(. but its all gud. we all better kick it soon...which is iono...thanksgiving break? or christmas. hellz yah.

okai thats all for now coz im getting sleepy. sleepytime for me. this weekend was too tiring for me. a good kind of tiring. i had major funtimes =).

I scored a 17% on the "How Much Asian Pride Do You Have?" Quizie! What about you?

bwhahahahaahahaaa

yay i just had my first weekend in irvine! wahoooooooooooo. friday nite went clubbin...then party here in sierra..yaaay. and yes, im very very sorry if thats my way of having fun here. ill try not to have fun if that makes u happy.

wahhahaahhahaha im jez keddeng!

so midterms r coming.....im screwed.....like u dont even know...but wutever.....wut can i do...oh actually i can study...thats one plan... hmmm.....maybe i should huh...okai fine....studytime....blog again later.

oh hey wuts the date today? hmmm...is there's sumtin special bout today?...naaaah nm i dont think so. =)

man i havent blogged foreal since i got here. oh well sux to be me. theres jus nothing that interesting to blog about...at least nothing that i would wana share to everyone. oh well. now sux to be u. waaaha no. okai time for randomness....

so i hate college. well not rilly. sometimes. i like the fact that...
1) it's mom-free
2) i can do wutever i want
3) i can have as much naptimes as i want
4) somehow...theres always food somewhere here...not good food but its still food
5) no helicopters to wake me up every morning
6) my hall: funtimes

BUT i don't like the fact that...
1) it's not home =(

so yeah...i miss LA...and my house.

but sometimes it sux...coz whenever i come home...i feel like im jus visiting...coz half of my stuff's not there...and i know that id be back in irvine the next day. special thanx to kat for making me feel this way. =(

oh yeah and i hate the fact that i dont get programming. shyet.

but wutever. im still adjusting i guess. im in a wutever mood rite now. so wutever. waaaha okai ima shuttup. no wait. i was gona say sumtin. but i forgot. hmmm...oh shit i jus saw a black butterfly outside my window rite now. doesnt that mean sumtin bad? waaah im scurred.

okai top 10 randomness...
1) my mom's bein extra nice to me these days it's RILLY scary
2) the line that i hear at least 10 times everyday here..."get off the fone cressa!!!!!!"
3) programming can be fun if i actually get it
4) finally everyone in SKT is legal wahoo
5) i have a midterm on halloween....dundundauunnnnn
6) chelle made me steal food from the commons
7) chelle loves boys with the same letters in their name
8) i have a new best friend named BIG D
9) no one ever sleeps in this friggin hall
10) I DO MY HOMEWORK DAMNIT

okai enough for now.

someone help me with my computer science programming skills...coz i dont have any.

college sucks. sometimes. ima die in my computer science class. someone help me? waah.

my mom hasnt called me in two days. im scared.