yay watching the grammy’s. i love drops of jupiter *sigh*. newayss this week has been eeeh for me as usual. damnit i jus realized i have to read sound and fury tonite...oooohh stream of consciousness at work rite there...lol newayss as i was saying...senioritis is rilly getting to me. i seriuosly do not care that much nemore. ive been spending too much time online w/c is not healthy at all....and been thnking too much about prom and graduation....

prom is a month and a half away (as maria apointed out...thanx man). and i still cant accept the fact that i have no option at all. some may say that i do, but i rilly feel that i dont i swear. its not even that funny anymore. i may be able to laugh at it yeah, but i seriously am freaked out. i mean for once, i jus wana take someone who i actually want to take. someone who i would have no problem with, someone who my parents would actually approve of, and someone who can drive (lol jk he doesnt have to, but itll be nice if he
does). its the last year, and maybe god will grant me that wish....*sigh*...

graduation. i was reading the emails of my friends back in pinas and made me think. coz theyre gona be graduating this march already, and they were all being sentimental and were all reminiscing about their high shool years together. i suddenly felt like i was missing out on a lot. they all seemed sooo close that i felt soooo far away. it jus reminded me more of the fact that im not there to
graduate w/ them, and take that next step with them. im not saying i hate immac. i love immac. fortunately, thats wut i realized. i belong in that school. my immac girls are gona be the ones im gona take that next step with. senior singing simply reminds me that in a couple of months, we’re gona be singing in our white gowns in front of our parents, maybe crying, maybe not. but wutever. it jus made me realize to savor each moment i have right now in highschool. there may have been crappy days, but there sure were funtimes. let’s all make some more funtimes!