yaay kairos people are back! i went to the "homecoming" last nite....kat n ray picked me up and we went to see all the kairos people...maaan i said i wasnt gona cry...i dint rilly...but i was about to..wehehe...but wutever..im glad they all had fun...oh yah chelle dont forget ur stories k....

neways...saturday morning and i jus had the best dream...i dreamt i was with apolo ohno....maaan it was too real and i jus had to wake up and realize it wasnt tru....but newayssss

had a fight w/ my mother this morning...maria was supposed to come by and do homework but my mom just had to ruin all that... y does she keep on doing that? she said that i always ruin her plans and so she decided that i cant do what i was planning on doin.... she was yellin about me not tellin her bout my plans....but the thing is...i DID tell her...and i jus have to suffer because of her not being able to listen..i jus dint wana talk to her nemore coz i know she's not gona hear me out neways.....i duno if im gona be able to go to debut practice...she said no debut practice for me today jus coz she was all pissed at me....im hopin i can still go....but im not too positive bout that...

neways...maria i know ive said this the hundredth time....and i hope this will be the last time im gona say this.....but im really sorry...u dont know how sorry i am i swear....this is not the first time ive done this, i know that. i dont want u to think that im doin it on purpose...im not....i will make it up to u i swear to god... i jus dont want u to feel like u cant count on me anymore...im supposed to be doin homework rite now but i cant coz this whole thing is bothering me...i jus had to blog it out..but neways...im sorry i let u down...again....hope u understand.