okai i think my brain is working now...lets start with this random thought that just popped in my head while talking to sue today (after one whole day of not hearing from her at all maaan)...

the whole "summer is ending perty soon" bothers me. some people just wana get summer over with, but im not one of those. i guess im not ready to let it all go just yet. summer's been great despite the fact i get the sermon at least once a week. but i dunno. i jus dont like major changes, and thats wuts gradually been happening these past few weeks, and thats wuts gona be happening in the coming weeks. perty soon, people are gona be leaving for college one by one, and i dont know exactly how im gona take that. the fact that i mite not see these people ever again scares me. its so easy for us to say, "lets k.i.t." but i know for a fact that its not that easy to do. wut happens wen we all go our separate ways? who knows.

neways...update of wutsup these past few days...
- been studying for psych tests gggrrr
- hitting vans and buying knives with bj...gudjob dude
- not talkin to sue for one whole day...dayum
- basically bein a gud girl for mommie dear

neways...random thoughts from my psychology class...
- gayness can be genetic
- it takes longer for women to get orgasms, so they fake em all the time (funtimes all the time waahaa)
- does anyone remember Maslow's hierarchy of needs from experiencing god? well i just wanted to point out that i think most of the people i know is on the level of needing "love and belonging" (relationships, friendships, family, support, etc.)
- freud is a freak. he thinks everythin is about sex and aggression.
- more random psych stuff will be posted later

man i havent been goin online that much lately. i just got tired of bein shouted at thats why. so even if i dont see u online as much, just wanted to let u know im still alive and im prolly missing u. blog again later.