Wednesday, May 11, 2005

holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

What time is it? It's time to update! Well everything was just crazy these past few weeks. Well not rilly. Okai maybe a litte. Midterms, meetings, application after application after application, rejection after rejection after rejection, and finally, a light at the end of the tunnel! After all these weeks (even months) of looking for an internship in D.C. (Yes, I'm going to D.C. this summer to intern for the UCDC Program!!!) I finally got one!!!! I will be working in Congresswoman Loretta Sanchez's office! She's the Congresswoman for the 47th Congressional District of California (Anaheim, Fullerton, Garden Grove, Santa Ana). I'm gonna be working on the hill baybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Yes, I am overjoyed and I have the right to be because this whole process was seriously emotionally and physically draining. For me at least. I almost lost all hope and was thinking I'm gonna end up not going to D.C. and I will be a bum forever and ever. But I'm not! So yay! Now I'm excited!

Thursday, May 05, 2005





You Are A Realist


You are more romantic than 20% of the population.






When it comes to romance, you tend to take a realistic approach.
You believe that love takes time, and it's something you have to work hard for.
A bit cynical, over the top romance tends to get under your skin.
Your heart is difficult to win ... but it's totally worth it.





Oh man.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Heartmwarming story of the weekend...well not rilly heartwarming but it made me smile.

On Saturday night, my mom asked me where I wanted to eat dinner. I said I want some sisig. But the Filipino place was far, so we ended up eating at some Italian place. The next day, I woke up and no one was home. Turns out my mom and dad went to buy ingredients so my dad could make sisig since I didn't get to have it the night before. And this is one of the reasons why I love home so much.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Complete
Stephen Speaks

If i lay my voice down at Your feet
would you still hear my song echoing
i might end this game of hide and seek
because in You

i am complete
oh in You
i am complete

all the voices i hear in my sleep
all the sins of my past echoing
to stay off my knees and on my feet
oh but they,
they can't complete
cause in You i am complete

i am complete
If i lay my voice down at your feet
That seduction style quiz thing is not true. I think. Haha.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005





Your Seduction Style: The Coquette





You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.
Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.
Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte.
And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.









Your True Birth Month Is January









Loyal

Social

Logical

Easily jealous

Loves children

Rather reserved

Highly attentive

Likes to criticize

Needs close friends

Ambitious and serious

Smart, neat and organized

Hardworking and productive

Loves to teach and be taught

Quiet unless excited or tensed

Sensitive and has deep thoughts

Knows how to make others happy

Searches for the greatest romance

Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds

Romantic but has difficulties expressing love

Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses



Monday, April 18, 2005

This is what work makes me do...

Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Your date match profile:

Stylish - You cannot put up with someone who is lacking in style. You want an original, someone with flare, someone with good taste.
Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Stylish
3. Religious
4. Shy
5. Funny
6. Adventurous
7. Traditional
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Big-Hearted
10. Practical
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Stylish
2. Shy
3. Practical
4. Conservative
5. Religious
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Adventurous
8. Intellectual
9. Funny
10. Traditional

Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions

Friday, April 15, 2005

I tried but I just can't blog foreal. I guess I can now say I'm a coward. Goodnight.

Monday, April 11, 2005

Just when it seemed like everything was falling apart, Liwanag comes to my resuce once again. I could write about everything that Liwanag has unconditionally given me, but it still wouldn't be enough to show how grateful I am for having all of you in my life. Thank You.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Mayn I didn't think this survey was gonna be hard. So after ten millions years of thinking about what songs to put, here it is:

Opening Credits: "True" Spandau Ballet
Waking-Up Scene: "You Are" Lionel Richie
Spring Scene: "Always Be My Baby" Mariah Carey
Average-Day Scene: "This Will Be" Natalie Cole
Best-Friend Scene: "Whenever I Call You Friend" Michael Johnson & Alison Krauss

First-Date Scene: "I Can Love You Like That" All 4 One
Falling-in-Love Scene: "First Love" Utada Hikaru
Love Scene: "Take Me Away" Lifehouse
High Scene: "Sex And Candy" Marcy Playground
Hook-Up Scene: "Sharing The Night" Dr. Hook

Sex Scene: "Nice N Slow" Usher
Summer Scene: "Love Gives Love Takes" The Corrs
Fight-With-Friend Scene: "Heart and Shoulder" Heather Nova
Break-Up Scene: "There's No Easy Way" James Ingram
Get-Back-Together Scene: "Back For Good" Take That

"Life's-Okay" Scene: "Refuge" John Legend
Fall Scene: "The Look" Ryan Tedder
Heartbreak Scene: "Separate Lives" Stephen Bishop
Mental-Breakdown Scene: "Breathe" Prodigy
Driving Scene: "Crash" Dave Matthews

Winter Scene: "Baby It's Cold Outside" Rod Stewart & Dolly Parton
Lesson-Learning Scene: "Foolish Heart" Steve Perry
Falling-Asleep Scene: "Both Sides Now" Joni Mitchell
Deep-Thought Scene: "Honey and the Moon" Joseph Arthur
Flashback Scene: "Invisible Man" 98 Degrees

Party Scene: "Son Of A Gun" Janet Jackson & Missy Elliot
Regret Scene: "Freshman" Verve Pipe
Happy-Dance Scene: "Cherish" Madona
Long-Night-Alone Scene: "Somebody" Depeche Mode/"Heaven Knows" Rick Price
Spiritual Scene: "Take Me Out of the Dark" Gary V.

Closing Credits: "You Gotta Be" Des'ree

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Song of the moment...


Let Me Go
By Three Doors Down

one more kiss could be the best thing
one more lie could be the worst
and all these thoughts are never resting
and you're not something i deserve

in my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this world, there's real and make believe
this seems real to me

you love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead
and where i stand
you love me, but you don't know who i am
so let me go
let me go

i dream we head to what i hope for
and i turn my back on loving you
how could this love be a good thing
when i know what i'm going through

in my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this world, there's real and make believe
this seems real to me

you love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead
and where i stand
you love me, but you dont know who i am
so let me go, just let me go

no matter how hard i try
i cant escape these things inside
i know, i know
but all the pieces fall apart
you will be the only one who knows
who knows

you love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead
and where i stand,
you love me, but you don't know who i am
so let me go
just let me go

you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont know who i am

you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont know me...

Monday, March 28, 2005

Scariest moment of my life...

Pam, Gladys, Rona, and I had a late dinner/super early breakfast on Thursday night/Friday morning, the last day of finals. We couldn't get in the pub because everyone and their moms were there, and Tigerheat didn't really happen because we kinda fell asleep. So Denny's was the place to be. After a nice and pleasant meal, we decided to go to RiteAid at 3:30am to get some stuff (yes, stuff). We got our crap, walked out of the store, and was stopped by an old man who seemed a little shady. He didn't come from a car or anything, so we figured he came from the street.

He stopped us and said, "Excuse me girls, I'm gonna have to ask you to do me a favor."

In my head I was thinking, it's either he's gonna ask for money or try to convert us to some religion or sumtin.

Then he says, "I have to show you something."

He shows us his hands, and I saw abnormally big-blistered and scary looking hands (Rona said there was blood but I guess I was too scared to notice) and then all of sudden we were flat-out screaming at his face and running back in Rite Aid. Everything happened so fast the only thing I remembered at that moment was Gladys tripping by the door (because it wouldn't open fast enough for us to run inside) and me thinking "OMG OMG OMG Rite Aid can't be closed it's 24 hours why isn't the door opening?!?! I will force this door open if i had to!!!

So we were hysterically telling the Rite Aid workers that there's this weird man outside, and we hella screamed at his face and ran, and that we're scared shitless. We went farther in the store and waited there while we watched the man go in the store and leave. One of the workers said he was jus asking for cigarettes and left. So finally we decided to leave. We were a little hesitant to come out of Rite Aid coz the workers said he's still out there. One of the workers said she doesn't know him personally but her sister does. She said he's been in the hospital or sumtin like that. They were all offering to walk us out to the car, but all the workers were female too so we were still kinda scared. There was this one guy in the store buying something and he looked kinda shady too but we walked out with him to our car. I was so scared that night that I had to sleep with Rona. I can't believe I'd be that scared. Hahaha.

So now I'm paranoid about random people in the streets trying to talk to you out of nowhere. I was at the grocery this weekend with my mom and there was this guy in the parking lot who looked a little shady. I told my mom to park on the other side because I was scared of the man. She's like, no we're fine just walk in the store really fast. I was a little hesitant to get out of the car, but I did it. I got in the store safe and sound. Mayn I think I'm scarred for life. I don't think I'll get over it anytime soon. I think I might need therapy.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

_____Favorite_____
1. gum: ion't like gum that much
2. restaurant: anything asian, cheesecake factory
3. drink: lemonade, iced tea
4. season: summer
5. type of weather: sunny
6. emotion: happiness
7. thing to do on a half day: naptoime, tv, bumming around all day
8. late-night activity: cooking and chats with the roomies (I AGREE PAM!)
9. sport: i don't do sports sorry. i enjoy watching basketball though
10. city: LA!
11. store: bestbuy, linens n things, bed bath and beyond, forever 21, banana rep, nordstrom,

_______When was the last time you_______

12. cried: oh god
13. played a sport: hhmmm
14. laughed: a while ago
15. hugged someone: last night
16. kissed someone: last night
17. felt depressed: right now
18. felt overworked: finals week
19. faked sick: can't remember

___What was the last_______

21. word you said: "love you too"
22. thing you ate: gross salad
23. song you listened to: some sappy love song
24. last thing you drank: water
25. place you went to: bathroom
26. movie you saw: the ring 2
27. movie you rented: i forgot

_______Who was the last person you_______

28. hugged: my mom
29. cried over: aye
31. danced with: chelle? in our room? hahaaaa
32. shared a secret with: secrets don't make friends
33. had a sleepover with: oh god pam and rona i guess
34. called: bj
35. went to a movie with: Tsai, Gladys, Chelle, and David
36. saw: work people
37. were angry with: drama queens
38. couldnt take your eyes off of: Myself ... JAYKAY
39. obsessed over: i don't do that sorry

_______Have you ever_______

40. danced in the rain: naw
41. kissed someone: yes
42. done drugs: wait
43. drank alcohol: yes
44. partied 'til the sun came up: yes
45. had a movie marathon: sure
46. gone too far on a dare: hasnt everyone?
47. spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes

_______Play_______

55. i'm feeling: sad about my grades and dc
56. i'm listening to: silence
57. i'm doing: this survey instead of working
58. i'm talking to: no one
59. i'm craving: nuttin
60. i'm thinking of: how fat i am
61. i'm hating: everything

_______Love_______

62. love is: unconditional
63. my first love: that altar boy from my church when i was 13 haha
64. my current love: my digital camera
65. love or lust: love
66. best love song: oh mayn
67. Possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: no
68. when love hurts: cry it out
69. is there such thing as love @ first sight: not for me

_______Opposite sex_______

70. turn ons: clean-cut, good dresser, mature, has goals and aspirations, strong faith, gentleman, smart, funnie, super tall, a REAL MAN haha, someone who can win my mom's approval (which is practically nobody)
71. turn offs: unsanitary, immature, drama-filled
72. does your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: YES
73. what kinda hairstyle are you into?: always short, never long
74. What is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you?: i have yet to find out
75. where do you go to meet new people?: school?
76. are you the type of person to HOLLA and ask for numbers?: nope


_______Picky Picky_______

77. dog or cat: dog
78. short or long hair: not too short, not too long
79. sunshine or rain: sunshine
80. hugs or kisses: hugs
81. summer or winter: summer
82. written letters or e-mails: written letters
83. nintendo or motorcycles: nintendo
85. house party or club: depends on my mood
86. sing or dance: both
87. freak or slow dance: depends on my mood

_______Lately_______

88. How are you today?bleh
89. what pants are you wearing right now?: jeans
90. what shirt are you wearing right now? an ugly one
91. what does your hair look like at the moment: straight as usual and down
92. what song are you listening to right now? nope
93. how is the weather right now? pretty
94. who was last person you talked to on the phone? mom
95. last dream i can remember?: i saw courtney cox and david arquette in a truck driving around a parking lot and i asked for their autograph and they drove away

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

PASS invites you to its first winter conference

"SurPASSing the Stereotypes"

Wednesday, March 9, 2005
6pm-9pm
Monarch Bay A & B

Guest speakers will be talking about the stigmas, stereotypes, societal and family pressures that Asian-Americans face in deciding a major/career of their choice. There will be workshops by the Career Center and R.E.A.C.H. (Reaffirming Ethnic Awareness and Community Harmony) and free food and live entertainment (KABA Modern, Hawaii Club, Kultural Dance Troupe, Break Dancing Club, and Chinese Association Martial Arts). IT'S A FREE EVENT SO COME CHECK IT OUT!

*Register online (www.passatuci.com) ahead of time so you could get in faster the day of.

PASS
Pilipino-Americans in Social Studies
www.passatuci.com

Thursday, March 03, 2005

The Sacrifice of HIS Love

Liwanag's 6th Annual Spirit Rally
Saturday, March 5, 2005
4-7pm @ Crystal Cove Auditorium
UCI Student Center$3 Minimum Donation

*All proceeds go to Homeless Outreaches*

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

So my roomate kinda inspired me to blog about something real. I mean deep, intense, and raw emotions poured out. Haha okai maybe not. But I was thinking, what if I did blog about all the emotions or issues I've been going through? What if I just let it all out for everyone to read? I always wonder what will happen if I do. I'm scared.

Monday, February 21, 2005

Random thoughts...

San Diego was funfunfun! Thanx PASS!

And once again, Venice you don't know how terribly sorry I am! Next time I swear I won't be that dumb!

Saw Hide and Seek this weekend. It was aaaayt. It was one of those, "ooohhh okai yeah I kinda saw that coming" movies. Not as scary as I thought it would be.

Completely unproductive this weekend. Once again, I'm screwed for this week.

Since I turned the tv on at around midnight, I've seen the Ordinary People video at least ten times in the last two hours.I don't know what they're trying to do to me but it's like, okai I get it! Geez.

Time to sleep children.

Thursday, February 10, 2005





You Are a Retrospective Soul





The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.
Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.
You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.
You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.

Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.
But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.
For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.
You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul



Saturday, February 05, 2005

The day I skinned my knee

Do you remember when you were younger how much you like playing and running around all day? Aaah those days when you would be running so fast then you'd fall and skin your knee, then you would cry, but your mom would give you candy (or money haha) so that everything will feel better. So that happened to me today. Except I was at a parking lot and I wasn't playing or running, and my mom didn't give me no candy or money. I was just walking peacefully right behind my sister and the stupid little gutter thing came out of nowhere and then boom, i tripped and fell and skinned my knee. So there I was on all fours, and all I could think about was, "OMG my jeans." Good thing not a lot of people saw, just a couple girls who were pretty nice coz they were all like omg are you okay are you okay. Mayn that sucked. My knee doesn't look that bad though. It felt like it was bleeding to death, but I was just being a drama queen. That's my story of the day. Now back to studying!