yes yes yes i know i havent been bloggin that much. its jus coz i rilly have nothing to blog about...nothing that would interest you neways...waha ...but neways....im gona blog just for the hell of it...and so that u would have sumthin to do. OOOHHH and i wrote some deep shiet in the end end so yah enjoy haha.

july 3, wednesday
i forgot wut happened

july 4, thursday
happy 4th of july! had a lil party thing at my grandma’s house. fun bonding times with cousins. man ima miss jus kickin it and doing wutever with them wen i leave. so yeah, after that went to old town and got some stuff at pacsun. man their pacsun over there is perty gud. so yeah went to target after, and then ate at in n out. fun bonding times with family grreeaaaat.

july 5, friday
kat’s debut. sue picked me up, then maria, then bel and then we went to coffee bean and played the game haha. that was fun. so we get to the hotel and i see everyone once again. aww everyone was so perty. the debut was beautiful, jus like chelle’s. i had fun....im perty sure everyone did. of course they all did. i know maria n mari did. wahahaa. yaay. i was jus kinda sad after wen i realized that that mite be the last time ima be seeing these people. maaan i swear we all have to go out again soon.

july 6, saturday
lil party thing at tita’s house. yaay food. funtimes with family and cousins again as usual. then two lil cousins, sister, and me went to go see mr. deeds at the marketplace yaaaay. fun bonding times at taco bell haha.

july 7, sunday
went to church at 9. keith wasnt there so negative points for him hahaaa. then we all went to eat at sushi mac at friggin sherman oaks geesh. then i remembered i had this gift that i wanted to return from myaunt. haha. she got it at mervyn’s so i had to actually look for sumthin i like in that store. man was that a challenge. so my mom saved my life by buying some kitchen thing so that she could use the gift money, and she just paid me my cash. then i was happy! so then after that me n sister decided to watch the yaya sisterhood. we went to burbank, watched, and ate at bj’s (who have cheater waiters btw gggrrrrrrr).

july 8, monday
fun talk with mommie. haha man i luv my mother.

july 9, tuesday
ate at thai bbq with sue and then went to marketplace to get coldstones. chilled at my house and of course had an interesting talk. man sue, wen do ever not have an interesting talk?


okai time to be deep....

have u ever heard someone say that life is just like a book, composed of chapters that never seem to end. each chapter has a new adventure, a certain climax that will never be forgoten. the first few chapters of one’s life may start out in high spirits, and end in a resentment. or maybe it could start with bitterness, and end with true bliss. each chapter has its ups and downs, but wut makes up the whole is the experience. each chapter gives one the opportunity to better understand life. it doesnt matter if it hurts. it doesnt matter if it brings you tears. it doesnt matter if it breaks your heart. what matters is that it strengthens. it tests your mind, it tests your heart, it tests your faith. living life to the fullest means living each chapter, page by page, without the fear of stumbling or losing sight of one’s way. each chapter teaches. it does not bring one down to the point of defeat. it does not mean to ruin or cause hatred. each chapter is a challenge that one has to go through in order to move on to the next. once a chapter has ended, as one wanted it to end or not, it is time to turn the page and start a new one. the question is, when can one say that it truly is over? only time can tell. maybe if one looks hard enough, one can find a way to move on and start that new chapter in life. maybe i already did.