Thursday, September 19, 2002

WELCOME BACK COOLEST SISTER!

Wednesday, September 18, 2002

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMILLE TODAY!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RING SISTER KAMILLE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, September 17, 2002

wow im blogging two days in a row. high five for me. wahoo. so neways, i had a good day today. i chilled with my cousins again yaaay. im gona miss them when i leave =(. of course wut else do we do when we're bored? eat. well thats what i do all the time neway but wutever. its funner when theyre eating with me. we cooked pasta and baked brownies yaaay. i luv my cousins to death.

after that chelle and coleen came here coz they love me like that. we jus chilled here, tryin to make colette's camera timer work. after wasting 2 random pictures we finally got it. yaaaay. it was nice chillen with chelleen again, even though it was just for a couple of hours. crechelleen will have more funtimes soooon. we better shooooo. colette, u will have funtimes in poly dont worry!

so today was a record breaking day. my mom called me only twice today. wahoo. thats like an accomplishment for her. i luv my mom. ima miss her nagging on me everyday. well actually, she'll prolly be doin that in irvine, so i guess i wont have to miss it. she's the best mom...sometimes.

so all in all, i guess i had a good day today. i dint cry wahoooo. nyahaha. i guess im slowly taking in the fact that everything is changing, and theyre all good changes. im slowly accepting the fact that summer is over, and its time to get back to work. time to explore the college world and have funtimes. i guess im more excited now. not as much as chelle still. but im getting there. me n chelle better have funtimes shit. well ob courze we will. =)
im feeling this song rite now...

"Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)"

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to do.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
I hope you had the time of your life.

I hope you had the time of your life

Monday, September 16, 2002

my mom is fun....

*fone rings*

me: hello?
mom: hellow anak. did the plumber come yet?
me: not yet mom.
mom: okei. call me when he comes okei?
me: okai bye.

an hour later...*fone rings*

me: hello?
mom: is the plumber there now?
me: no he's not.
mom: aye nako. da manager said he will cam today...or tomorrow.
me: he's not here yet mom.
mom: aye nako.
me: ill wait tomorrow then.
mom: ayeee if he das not cam early tomorrow i will call dat manager.
me: orite mom.
mom: o sige babay.

later in the afternoon...*fone rings*

me: hello?
mom: hello anak. wat are you doen?
me: oh nuttin
mom: ay nako fix ur room.
me: mom r u bored or sumtin. this is ur third call.
mom: yah. i don peel like doen work.
me: waahaaa moooom go do ur stuuuuff.
mom: ayoko. im too lazy rite now.
me: and thats why ur buggin me.
mom: yah. aye nako anak im pagod olready.
me: okai mom then go eat or sumtin.
mom: no. i heb a lot of work to do bat i dont peel like doen it.
me: then dont bug meeeeee.
mom: o sige. did u eat yet?
me: yes.
mom: okai anak. ill call u again later babay.

and thats why i luv her.

THIS IS THE BLOG I WROTE FRIDAY MORNING...

I woke up this morning thinking about what today will be like. I looked out the window and saw how beautiful it was outside. I thanked God for that. I thanked him for the pretty sun, the cool air, and the nice breeze. I realized that I have taken for granted those simple things in life that I should be thankful for. I realized that life can be as simple as knowing that tomorrow will be another day that may be as beautiful as today.

I woke up this morning and told myself not to worry. Everything will be okai. The past week has been both fun and sad. I just cant believe that summer is rilly over. It’s been the best summer ive had so far, and i duno how im gona deal with all the changes that have been happening, or will happen. But wutever happens, i know i’ll get through it. It’s been perty hard, but life is never easy neway. When i feel like hell, i jus cry it out. Then after that i feel somewhat better. I guess that’s good. But i’m getting perty tired of crying...i duno wen it’ll stop.

I’m moving out this sunday...woohoo. I guess I’m excited, but not as much as chelle. Which scares me a lil bit, but I’m sure i’ll be fine. I promised myself that I’ll try to have funtimes with all the new people ima meet, becoz if I dont, then im jus gona be a losery bum. And I don’t want that.

This has been a random blog. I suck. I cant rilly think straight rite now. Well when did i ever think straight neway. Wutever. Tomorrow will be just be another day. Hope it will be as perty as today. It better be. I need sumtin to cheer me up. Tomorrow will be another long losery day for me. But I know “tomorrow”, i’ll be happy again, becoz funtimes arent over yet. The sun better be shining again.

Saturday, September 14, 2002

life sucks.

Monday, September 09, 2002

fun interesting week for meeeeeeeee....

i actually dont remember exactly (which means in great detail) wut ive been doin since monday, so im jus gona tell u

monday sept 2
labor day. went with mom and sister to beverly center (jus to go to sanrio and buy cute useless stuff), then to the hollywood and highland mall.

tuesday-thursday sept 3-5
chilled with my cousins and bj.

friday sept 6
this one i remember. i woke up eeeaaarrrlyy (which is like 7:30...woohoo thats like...wow rilly) to go to my cousin's just to chill. so of course i mooch of them once again coz they have everything there. and then i went back home to chill with bj.

then later that nite i found out my sister was goin clubbing. then my mom told her, "why dont u bring creeessaaa with u anaaak." so i was yeah siiiiiissssss. so yea i "went clubbing with my sister"...and...

- got picked up by bj n keith (sorry u guys had to wait forever)
- went to bel's and finally convinced her to go to the observatory with us
- got there...it was beautiful
- had to drop bel home or else she'd get her ass kicked
- keith went with shar n maureeeen to get ice cream for bel
- me n bj headed to to santa monica and had a walk to remember...and yes i had with me protection dont worry. lol. protection from the bums walkin around. (protection = a bottle of sparkling water woohoo.)
- left and then got some fries from jack and then headed to bel's
- saw bel, shar, maureen, trina, and keith after the longest time woohoo
- chilled there till my sister called...which was at 12 sumtin..i forgot
- got in front of my house and my sister wasnt there still..so we had to wait..so we chilled till past 1...bj fel asleep and keith had to pee. gudjob.
- finally sister came and woohoo we went in and had funtimes

so yeah basically i couldnt believe i was out friday nite. thanx to the coolest sister ever woohoo.

i had major funtimes. the night made up for the sadness i felt that day....like big time. i was luving every minute of it.

Tuesday, September 03, 2002

It's my turn...

DArkB L u esmOKE: Oh well !
imatpazwithdish: sux to be u
DArkB L u esmOKE: What sucks to be me ?
DArkB L u esmOKE: Whatever it is must be pretty damn desperate
imatpazwithdish: huh?
DArkB L u esmOKE: There was no subject to your predicate in the sentence "sux to be u"
DArkB L u esmOKE: So I assumed it was "it"
DArkB L u esmOKE: And I asked, "What sucks to be me ?"
imatpazwithdish: wut the heeznuts
DArkB L u esmOKE: Ha, who can't think philosphically and deeply now ?
imatpazwithdish: thats not philosophically
DArkB L u esmOKE: But it's pretty "deep"
imatpazwithdish: ohmahgod
imatpazwithdish: the subject was u
imatpazwithdish: not it
DArkB L u esmOKE: "U sux to be u ?"
imatpazwithdish: "u" must be "pretty darn desperate"
DArkB L u esmOKE: No I was talking about YOUR sentence "sux to be u"
imatpazwithdish: um me too
imatpazwithdish: "it sux to be you"? is that wut ur saying
imatpazwithdish: it isnt a subject
DArkB L u esmOKE: Yeah, and I'm asking "what sux ?"
imatpazwithdish: YOU
DArkB L u esmOKE: No !
imatpazwithdish: yes
DArkB L u esmOKE: "I can't sux to be me !"
DArkB L u esmOKE: OMG
imatpazwithdish: yeah coz its, "you suck like a duck"
DArkB L u esmOKE: Aye !
imatpazwithdish: yeah das rite
DArkB L u esmOKE: Of course I do
Frustrating times with mom and sister at the beverly center parking lot today…

Sister (driver): Ooohh, finally a parking space.
Mom: No, anak you cannot fit dere its too little por ur car.
Me: No, go ahead you can fit.
Mom: Aye nako no. We’ll find another one don worry anak.

Driving around for 10 minutes.
Mom: Uy rite dere (pointing to a spot using her lips).
Sister: That’s still too little!
Me: Just park demnit!

sister tries to park

Sister: I am not gona fit in here!
Me: Do u want me to park it or wut?!?
Mom: Sige, I’ll park it.

Mom and sis trade places

Mom: Naku, it is too little.
Sister: No, mom just go move it to the left coz theres a lot of space there.
Mom: I know bat da car beside us will still heb a hard time coming out!

mom tries fixing the car. Back n forth…back n forth…back n forth.
Me: Mom just leave it. Ur fine. Okai lets gooooooo.
Mom: Aye no no. We’ll find another one nalang. This is nat big. Dere’s a lot more spaces dere.

Mom backs up…car behind honks coz he thought we were gona go park. She drives like 1mph in the friggin parkin lot coz she wants to make sure she doesn’t miss a free spot, while a long line of cars follow behind.
Mom: Oh ayon! See deres a space here.
Sister: Umm can u fit there?
Me: Yes, demnit we can fit!
Mom: Okaaaaaai lets goooooo.


And this is prolly why my dad didn’t wana come with us.

Monday, September 02, 2002

Real random thoughts….

- three weeks left before I leave this house
- maureeeeeen should try to have funtimes at her house for once
- two more weeks of losery cress days
- I breakout wen I sleep late
- My sister is the best
- White music is great
- I miss Sue…Sue should party hard
- I have my addictive snake moments
- Malls shouldn’t close early on weekends
- Maria should have more fun 5 hour convos
- Scrap books are fun to make
- I like the britney cd (yikes)
- I love len for tagging my board 3 times in a row
- I can live in Michaels or Barnes and Nobles
- Christine needs to tell me wuts goin on w/ her
- People should try goin to other places and not crowd in venice beach
- Chelle should sleep early for once
- I love green tea
- Karaoke with cousins is always fun
- Bel should tell me wutsup with her =)
- Im broke
- I don’t know wuts happening with Shar n Mari
- I wonder when sclub will be ONE foreal
- I cant live without ac
- Sanrio is the best place to buy cute useless crap
- Bj n Keith have too much fun together
- I luv my parents despite the shit they give me
- Im lucky to be alive
- This three day weekend sux
- Cuban food seems too garlicky for me
- Passions is gay
- I need to sleep now

Enough random thoughts for today. More to come later.

Thursday, August 29, 2002

okai u know wen someone punched u rilllllllly hard on each arm...and then u cant rilly lift ur arm up becoz u feel like its gona fall rite off wen u do...thats how getting 4 shots feels like and its not that fun.
I’m luvin summer rite now =)…



August 22, 2002 Thursday

- bummed around all day

- sue visited me just in case I don’t see her b4 she leaves



August 23, 2002 Friday

- keith picked me up with bj n bel then we picked up chelle to go to sue’s house

- got there..chilled…cried.. ….said our goodbyes (or cya laters)… cried again…. and left =(

- I was gona write sumthin for u sue…but I decided not to coz itll jus make u sadder and I don’t want that to happen

- Chilled at keith’s…went to tommy’s...then went home



August 24, 2002 Saturday

- family party at whittier…happy birthday Jessie!

- Supposed to go to the getty but dint happen

- Went to church instead

- Then to chowking

- Then watched serving sara



August 25, 2002 Sunday

- DID NOTHING

- The grove

- Trader joe’s (saw Topanga)

- Ralphs



August 26, 2002 Monday

- picked up Camille at immac

- ate at in n out

- went to get boba in upper house

- went home and was seriously bored boo



August 27, 2002 Tuesday

- went to Venice beach with bj early in the morning….funfun beach...lots of stuff to do there

- then went to the dmv to take my written…man I finally got it woohoo

- went to Loyola coz bj thought he could sell his books…no one was there so we just left n went to kfc

- chilled at home

- sister saved us and took us to the getty and then dinner at c&o…saw Gregory Hines (some important person)

- got home toooo tired



August 28, 2002 Wednesday

- had a physical at Kaiser

- had to get 4 shots à hepa b, tetanus, mmr, meningitis shots

- jus chilled with bj

- my right arm is killing me…like someone beat me up foreal =(


August 29, 2002 Thursday

- went to cousin's house early in the morning

- funtimes doin lil cousins project

- then jus chilled

- watched save the last dance with them once again


okai so I have less than a month more before school starts…sux to be me…i duno if im supposed to be happy that ima be outta here soon. but wutever. im jus gona chill and deal with it. newayssss... soooooo.....wut else is new....hmmm....iono....i saw two stars this week. topanga and gregory hines...haha okai...umm...i havent blogged in awhile...coz iono....theres nuttin to write about? well okai...laterrrzzz


Thursday, August 22, 2002

violent tendencies of keith...

KFDPiNoY: fine, u can beat him up
KFDPiNoY: i'll just watch
buthafly: wahaah
buthafly: and laugh
KFDPiNoY: yeah
buthafly: oh man
buthafly: ur mean
KFDPiNoY: fine
KFDPiNoY: me and bj we'll both gang up on u and beat u up
KFDPiNoY: happy?
buthafly: uuuhm
KFDPiNoY: :-D
buthafly: waaaaaaaaah

Wednesday, August 21, 2002

yay i had a fun weekend (well friday and saturday..not sunday)! here's wut happened in great detail...


FRIDAY, AUGUST 16, 2002
- friday morning went to 99cents store, albertson's, picked up chelle, house of pies
- went straight to griffith park to see if immac people were there already but no one was there
- picked up bel
- went back to the park to the waterfest
- met bj's godsis cheryl and her people
- keith, rj, and aprille came
- got somewhat wet but not as much as some people woohoo
- sue, shar, and maria finally came (almost complete...one is missing as usual)
- decided to go to the immac picnic...saw kat, maryrose, nikki, francine, portia, sylvana, len, joanna
- time to pick up mari...but me, bel, and shar decided to chill at the waterfest
- took bel home coz she had swimming
- bj me n shar go back to the waterfest
- keith came back…then sue chelle maria and mari
- the four left again…then me bj keith n shar decided to go to the immac picnic again
- everyone was leaving…so we decided to go to bj’s house
- chilled for a while…keith n shar went to pack n picked up bel while we watched rudy for 20minutes
- headed to sue’s..fun fun dinner…I luv it at sue’s
- chilled…watched big brother..and two can play that game..keith n bj left…and girls chilled…woohoo

SATURDAY, AUGUST 17, 2002
- fun talk….we ate like 10 times….watched a walk to remember (well me n maria did)..then had funtalk with sue n maria till like 6am…and then I was gone
- woke up at 10sumtin…shower…maria left first awww mariaaaa…then shar n bel…then mari, chelle, sue n me went to see blue crush (saw elisa, gina n connie at islands first).
- Dropped mari then chelle home
- Got home with sue….chilled for a bit…then picked up chelle then went to church
- First saw bj..then keith…then bel n trina…then my family..then bel’s mom…wow we were one big happy family haahaa
- Decided to go to the grove with everyone and then soup plantation…thanx to mom n dad woohoo
- Brought everyone home except for sue..funtimes

SUNDAY, AUGUST 18, 2002
- got yelled at
- lunch at lola’s..i luv my cousins…and I luv karaoke
- got home n jus chilled….*sigh*
- started my precious moments cross stitch and other fun projects to get rid of boredom
- sad n happy day

MONDAY, AUGUST 19, 2002
- took the bus to lacc early in the mornin to get a fee waiver application
- dint realize it was raining a lil…so I walked in the ugly ass weather
- bj n camille show up at my door and kidnapped me
- went to lunch with bj’s family at max’s…funtimes al the timeeee
- got the talk from tita ruth that made me think…how I wish she was my mom
- finished watching rudy awww
- still tryin to be a gud daughter
- someone finally got a friggin celfone waha..bel its jus u now

TUESDAY, AUGUST 20, 2002
- had to sell books in immac
- woohoo got some money…even tho theyre checks…but I still have my precal book…anyone who needs a precal book pleeaaasseeeee tell meeeeee
- saw a lot of people once again…aww I miss everyone
- me sue bel trina chelle bj n keith went to starbucks…me n sue went to ralphs to get me some cough drops…. and then we all headed to my house (except for chelle n sue who went to chelle’s house)
- we chilled..keith left for a bit…watched save the last dance…keith came back…then chelle, shar, sue, and mitch came…then they watched AHX…fun violent movie
- funtimesss all the tiiiiimmmmeeeeeeeee
- they all ate my cookie crisps..so im sad now
- my throat n head hurt like a mother…I swear to god I was getting sick
- everyone had to leave..except for bj…but he left a lil later …so then I rilly started to feel rilly sick
- did my chores…while sneezing away…tried to sleep at like 9..dint work…I felt soooo tired but I couldn’t sleep..my throat was killing me..i wanted to cry…but I dint
- I was basically in bed…awake…till like 12..then I fell asleep…but thoat n head still hurting

WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 21, 2002
- woke up later than usual with a gay ass voice…I sounded like a man
- went online….decided to have lunch with sue at islands for the last time =(…my head was still killing me but it was ayt….one last lunch out with sue was worth it
- funtimes at islands..finally had my kona pie…then we visited mari so sue could say bye
- went home…took a nice long nap…that was nice
- woke up with a headache…sux to be me…and now im online

that was my week so far…summer school’s finally over thank god. One more month before college…sadness…actually a part of me wants to leave…and a part of me doesn’t…for many reasons….iono its weird. Im not feelin too good rite now. And its time to watch friends (rerun) neways so blog ya later.

Thursday, August 15, 2002

wtf...im here at lacc rite now...jus finished taking my test....and i jus paid friggin $42 for my pysch class....i was expecting it to be like 9 bucks or sumtin like that..geezus guess who's broke once again

Thursday, August 08, 2002

yay i updated my links woohoo!
okai i think my brain is working now...lets start with this random thought that just popped in my head while talking to sue today (after one whole day of not hearing from her at all maaan)...

the whole "summer is ending perty soon" bothers me. some people just wana get summer over with, but im not one of those. i guess im not ready to let it all go just yet. summer's been great despite the fact i get the sermon at least once a week. but i dunno. i jus dont like major changes, and thats wuts gradually been happening these past few weeks, and thats wuts gona be happening in the coming weeks. perty soon, people are gona be leaving for college one by one, and i dont know exactly how im gona take that. the fact that i mite not see these people ever again scares me. its so easy for us to say, "lets k.i.t." but i know for a fact that its not that easy to do. wut happens wen we all go our separate ways? who knows.

neways...update of wutsup these past few days...
- been studying for psych tests gggrrr
- hitting vans and buying knives with bj...gudjob dude
- not talkin to sue for one whole day...dayum
- basically bein a gud girl for mommie dear

neways...random thoughts from my psychology class...
- gayness can be genetic
- it takes longer for women to get orgasms, so they fake em all the time (funtimes all the time waahaa)
- does anyone remember Maslow's hierarchy of needs from experiencing god? well i just wanted to point out that i think most of the people i know is on the level of needing "love and belonging" (relationships, friendships, family, support, etc.)
- freud is a freak. he thinks everythin is about sex and aggression.
- more random psych stuff will be posted later

man i havent been goin online that much lately. i just got tired of bein shouted at thats why. so even if i dont see u online as much, just wanted to let u know im still alive and im prolly missing u. blog again later.

okai i think my brain is working now...lets start with this random thought that just popped in my head while talking to sue today (after one whole day of not hearing from her at all maaan)...

the whole "summer is ending perty soon" bothers me. some people just wana get summer over with, but im not one of those. i guess im not ready to let it all go just yet. summer's been great despite the fact i get the sermon at least once a week. but i dunno. i jus dont like major changes, and thats wuts gradually been happening these past few weeks, and thats wuts gona be happening in the coming weeks. perty soon, people are gona be leaving for college one by one, and i dont know exactly how im gona take that. the fact that i mite not see these people ever again scares me. its so easy for us to say, "lets k.i.t." but i know for a fact that its not that easy to do. wut happens wen we all go our separate ways? who knows.

neways...update of wutsup these past few days...
- been studying for psych tests gggrrr
- hitting vans and buying knives with bj...gudjob dude
- not talkin to sue for one whole day...dayum
- basically bein a gud girl for mommie dear

neways...random thoughts from my psychology class...
- gayness can be genetic
- it takes longer for women to get orgasms, so they fake em all the time (funtimes all the time waahaa)
- does anyone remember Maslow's hierarchy of needs from experiencing god? well i just wanted to point out that i think most of the people i know is on the level of needing "love and belonging" (relationships, friendships, family, support, etc.)
- freud is a freak. he thinks everythin is about sex and aggression.
- more random psych stuff will be posted later

man i havent been goin online that much lately. i just got tired of bein shouted at thats why. so even if i dont see u online as much, just wanted to let u know im still alive and im prolly missing u. blog again later.